Jul 30, 2019
-It’s so easy to tilt my entire world on it’s azis.
-if you move I break
-there is a hole the size of your fist, the size of your rage, in the wall in my head
-you weren’t supposed to be home. I felt safe, but here you are, I’m scared
-if I don’t sound happy with my response to you, you are enraged, engulfed. I am enfolded.
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