Aug 27, 2025
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#rambling#it is okay im just like#weh LOL#goddamn i would like to not be fucking wack for like two seconds again#like im overall aweseom rn#just like good lord im fucking fumbling over myself here rn so bad#thinkin a lot about the question cecilia asked me#where she was like so okay why are you drawn to people you cant understand#and she just told me to sit with it#and i am#and i hope i figure out the full answer#i want to know what it is about this i find so enticing#but i also dont need to treat myself like an experiment here idk#i might just be anxious bc i barely slept yesterdah
