Today has been rough and I'm feeling pretty down. Finals were suckish, I mean, I think I did decent but I was so stressed and tired after I completed them. Then I went to my workout class to discover I gained weight and I just want to cry. I am trying so hard to loose weight and it's not fucking working. I have to loose 30 pounds to have a somewhat healthy weight relative to normal weight for girls my size. And yet after 5 weeks of this class all I've done is loose like 2 pounds then gain 3. I'm so tired of being chubby and insecure yet I'm so frustrated. And I'm definitely just complaining right now but ugh I just wanna cry and not move ever again.