May 29, 2017
weq-shion>>>mika-shion
Forgot I should prob let y’all know ;p
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weq-shion>>>mika-shion
Forgot I should prob let y’all know ;p
It literally just hit me that I agreed to go to the Roller Garden w my friend today after school: a social situation I'm not entirely certain abt. I'll likely be a wallflower for most of the event, if not the entirety... I hope not but hhhhhhh Today is proving to be quite the test for me =w=;;
Ok all silliness aside, this is by far one of my favourite scenes in the entirety of the franchise. The amount of passion and the lack of humor in his words and the scene itself... I was absolutely enthralled in my first playthrough of this game. N is one of my favourite video game characters and the Pokémon Company has yet to introduce one better in my eyes since! ✨💚
LEAVE ME ALONE CAN'T YOU SEE HOW THIRSTY I AM?!
I'm thinking of changing the name I go by online but I'm stuck between Zyxx and Mika Which one do you guys think sounds better? Granted this won't entirely shape my decision on this but I want to know what others think
Shit I am currently dealing with that idk how to deal with
I'm depressed nearly 24/7 on some level, I wanna be a good partner for my bf but I often can't work up the energy to help or talk to him, I haven't talked to my bf in either 2-3 days and I'm worried smth is wrong (anxiety talking), my best friend of 7+ years has a bday party tomorrow for a bday he has today and I'm trying to work up the mental energy to explain to him that a significant amount of what he does and how he talks makes me uncomfortable, I'm struggling with the fact that I seem to lack a tremendous amount of willpower especially in situations where I need it, I'm afraid of the unknown(yes that's common but that doesn't mean it's easy or that I should dismiss it). my life is falling apart at the seams and I'm almost an instant away from giving up. Aside from a few of the people and maybe the one or two things I still enjoy, idk what keeps me going other than the fear of dying or hurting myself physically. This is probably the one instance I'd consider my sensory issues to be anything other than a major inconvenience. It's almost a blessing in fact. Cuz without it, I might be dead right now. Also this isn't a cry for help in the slightest. I don't want any comments on this. No messages, no likes, certainly no reblogs. If it sets anyone's mind at ease, I'm writing this a couple hrs before meeting with my therapist who I plan on sharing this with so I'm just screaming my problems at a screen. Honestly there are a few other things we need out of the way first so we might not get to it today but rest assured, it's getting taken care of... Hopefully.
~Happy Valentine's Day~
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE AN AWESOME, SWEET, GORGEOUS , FUNNY, BEAUTIFUL PARTNER AND I LOVE THEM ENDLESSLY 💕💖💖💗💞💗💕💕💗💖💞💗💕💗💞💖💕💗💖💗💞💖💗💕💕💖💕💗💗💞💞💞💗💞💗💖💗💖💕💕💞💖💞💞💕💞💖💕💕💖💗💗💞💞💗💖💕💗💞💗 @transmarik I LOVE YOU BBY~💖✨
I honestly don't know if I can sleep tonight... My mind and heart are racing. Fuck am I overreacting?