#while laughing hysterically

[justalittlebluetiefling]

And another thing. Just with the knowledge of what’s to come in the series, it is truly hysterical to read Rand’s take on Verin right now. She’s Moiraine’s eyes watching me, Moiraine’s hand trying to pull my strings. Hysterical, I say.

[theredpelican]

i'm yelling i ordered some stuff online & the delivery guy got here at 1pm & when i told him that i just woke up he was like "i'll come wake u up every day"

[theantitheticalchiasm]

days like today are so fucking weird.

like, i'm completely out of it from the moment i wake up, and it feels like my fine motor skills have gone on vacation. i'm super weak and lethargic and have the coordination of a small child.

i have twice as much difficulty enunciating words as usual, and make twice as many typos (i'm a master of the backspace button).

and i have weird things that aren't quite seizures, maybe??? like my eyes will pull to the left and stick, or my teeth will chatter, or my tongue will stick to the roof of my mouth, or something else annoying like that.

and then my emotions are like?????? like, i don't experience much emotion at all for 99% of the day, but then the other 1%, like... i get super frustrated cause i'm completely useless on days like this, but then at the same time like???? i'll laugh hysterically (like to the point of silent laughing with tears) uncontrollably for like 20 minutes over really stupid stuff like spilling garlic powder all over myself or mentioning offhanded to my mom "none pizza with left beef" and i just???????? 

what is my brain doing?? what the hell is my brain even doing??? WHAT. THE. HELL.

?????????????