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BEAUTIFUL Dua Abu Hamza Thumali - Recited by AbdulHai Qambar دعاء ابي حم...
Why me? Every time I secretly told myself that I was reformed and sat in the company of those who turn towards You, You gave me over to sorrow which unsettled me and kept me from serving You..
O my Master Have I been thrown from Your door, or barred from Your service?
Did you see me disregard your right and distance me?
soften my heart
My God, offenses have clothed me in the garment of my lowliness, separation from Thee has wrapped me in the clothing of my misery! My dreadful crimes have deadened my heart, so bring it to life by a repentance from Thee! O my hope and my aim! O my wish and my want! By Thy might, I find no one but Thee to forgive my sins and I see none but Thee to mend my brokenness! I have subjected myself to Thee in repeated turning, I have humbled myself to Thee in abasement. If Thou castest me out from Thy door, in whom shall I take shelter? If Thou repellest me from Thy side, in whom shall I seek refuge? O my grief at my ignominy and disgrace! O my sorrow at my evil works and what I have committed!
The Whispered Prayer of the Repenters (Taibeen), Sahifa al-Sajjadiya
