Observations While Being Black In America
What if the the people who were running our country were mentally insane? Due to being desensitized over generations through the brutal and inhumane treatment of other people/ human beings.
And the descendants of these human beings were still dealing with trauma as a result of the inhumane slave treatment.
How could this country recover? How would these two groups of people begin to trust each other again?
There are historical records of this exchange of energies happening throughout the world, mainly between Europeans and some other brown complected race of people.
Like any one person has to take accountability for their actions so that healing can begin, should the same not be done for the descendants of European Americans?
Many may not understand how the mind works and as a result don’t believe or understand how their racist ancestors could possibly be living through them.... at least not in that way.
What was done has largely not been acknowledged honestly. People still have the caucasity to say “Africans sold ya’ll.”
....Ya’ll... so you do realize and acknowledge that we are our ancestors. So why is it so hard for them to acknowledge the same between themselves and their ancestors?
Are some whites refusing to accept their dark side? Just like each individual we have ying and yang, not sure why as we are all connected within our own 3D categories, would we not also have a ying and yang as a race. 🤔
As a race of European descendants are they refusing to integrate and take responsibility for their part in history and how it has unfolded? Are they dissocsociating/disconnecting? Thats a ego thing. And dangerous- hence the white racist, supremecist, and nationalist. Seems it may be a mental condition. And still worse- the elitist, it’s hard for me to believe with so much effort that has been put into psychology with your Freud’s and whatnot that they are totally unaware of the conditions that other races, particularly Blacks have been in. Without opportunity and largely still dealing with trauma.
Any other person that is victimized we automatically consider such. Did European Americans feel now that they have created too big of a problem? Not wanting to acknowledge it only made the problem fester, not die.
Which makes me think of Astrology. Some like to think as African/Black Americans as Cancers and European Americans as Capricorns. So it’s a natural opposition. When dealing with an opposition there can be extremes. In this history I would say the Capricorn extreme, creating structures, bring cold and unloving, law, government, organization.
Can we too, like Germany, construct some national online class about racism and it’s history in America, that everyone has to take. All children in schools, anyone that has a job, it should be Federally mandated through the Human Resources Departments.
I propose also for these European descendants to watch movies like Goodbye, Uncle Tom(which I’m sure was created by racist, but these are still the thoughts that were being communicated about us BY white people- disgusting movie), and Roots. The movies are for everyone to watch and learn from. I remember talking to a white co-worker telling her she should watch Roots, she replied she was too sensitive to watch it. While 400 years before this is the trauma that my ancestors had to live and has trickled down to me in fashions not always realized. European ancestors, whether directly or not should watch the history instead of keeping themselves distant from it, not wanting to face why you have better schools and some Black kids are trying to survive day to day. It makes me furious for them to be able to have the option of ignoring my pain, that my people are still dealing with everyday.
I work over around rich white people everyday. I’m able STILL to work in their area and then travel my ass back home on the other side of town. My co-worker is yes white and has the choice to continue to remain ignorant (i.e. white privilege) because she thinks she might cry from WATCHING the movie.
*my beautiful brown eyes roll*
UGH!!!!!
These are my thoughts.
And lets not pretend racism is cured in America, cause for nothing else 2020 showed like Maury would say....
“[That] is a LIE!”












