University can be such a bitch. People say, that the first year is the worst, mainly because of the transition from high school to uni. No one has prepared me for the school getting worse each year. Like... I miss the times in 1st grade. I had time for myself, I had actual free time. Now? Ever since the 3rd week of the semester I had no real free time. Assignment after assignment, week after week... It’s been 7 weeks and I want to die. What I hate the most is that I still don’t know whether I have even a chance of successfully finishing a subject. I have 6 of them, one is PE, so 5 real ones. Four out of them have such conditions, that they can fail me basically anytime. So I am on my toes and stressed the fuck out. That is why it’s currently 2am and I am still not asleep.
Well... Three more weeks and then the exams come... Yay....
