#whytfcantishift

[kittykatkittykittykat]

im so tired of not shifting

i got yelled at today by my parents so i went upstairs. i was just so done with this reality, so i thought 'why not js shift now?'. so i got into bed, did a method, affirmed, visulaized, the whole thing. i fell asleep. then i got up, was incredibly mad at the universe, yelled in my head, cried. tried again, saying that i WAS there, no matter what. visualzed, affirmed, was numb. again, nothing. i know that shifting is real, i know that it's possible. but i dont know whats happening with me. it's been 5 years and ive never lost hope. but i truly cant tell if im doing something wrong, or if theres something wrong with me.

also pls lmk if you have any advice bc yk a bitch needs it 😭😭😭