thoughts
when I first got married I was eager to let everyone know my husband was Saudi . I thought I would be the first one in Saudi and I thought I was going to get saudified real early on ... Allah had something else in store for me. Pretty much everyone I know has been to Saudi . I'm not close to being saudified . I hang my head down with what feels like shame while others share their experiences living in Saudi. I only read about stories and see photos of what it's like living there.... Yet I am still here . Hanging my head down with utter most humility. I guess this was a good lesson for me to humble myself and Allah really put me in my place. I feel almost foolish for getting ahead of myself - even up until now.








