#winter rants

[thequeenofthewinter]

If you’re fucking with AI art, then get the fuck outta here and pick up a damn pencil or pay to commission an artist. Also, sincerely and disrespectfully fuck you.

[mactavishwritings]

hi. i’m gonna rant for a minute. feel free to skip :-)

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i saw this post of insta and it’s that trend of like “are we ____ in every universe?” and it was dad and daughter. it made me think of my own father and the fact that he’s not in my life anymore (yes i have daddy issues. shocker?)

i tell people i met that my dad passed because i don’t see him as my dad anymore. i am heartbroken by all these wedding videos of dads walking their daughters down the aisle and dancing with them. i will never get that. i have no father figure in my life because of how selfish he was.

i cannot fucking stand the videos of people like “omg haha i have daddy issues. i like older men and calling them daddy!” no. you don’t get it. you will never understand the hatred and loneliness. you’ll never walk by a family and ask “why not me?”

it’s simply not the same and i WILL NOT hear otherwise. having daddy issues isn’t a trend and it’s not hot or kinky. shut the fuck up. literally shut up. i miss my dad so much and i hate my dad so much. i had to leave him in my past to heal from the trauma he caused me. yes, there are some effects of daddy issues like turning to older men, but that’s not all it is.

i’d give anything to have had a normal childhood and to not be like how i am now. i’m terrified whenever i see him in me

[winterffxiv]

thinkin’ about him*

[shin-to-buri]

brazilian werewolves are a lot different than american/european werewolves. the most well-known cases of lycanthropy here are the eight child of a couple (sometimes being born after 7 girls, but not always) becoming a werewolf after puberty, and unbaptized children who occasionally become werewolves. the transformation, in most cases, occurs at a crossroad, where the werewolf must cross 7 parts of the region, 7 churches, 7 villas and 7 crossroads (not counting the one where they transformed) before sunrise, although it is not known what happens if the werewolf is not able to do that. while they run through the places, they attack dogs, turn off lights and howl frighteningly. the most effective ways to harm a werewolf are silver weapons and bullets, fire and blows to the head.

[thequeenofthewinter]

Recently I have been seeing a lot of posts about AI scrapes on AO3, and I know that is unfortunately something that happens when you have evil corporations who want to suck the life out of anything fun for profit, but I had just hoped. Maybe I am a dreamer.

I didn't want to lock my fics. I still don't. I don't know what I want to do honestly and trying to navigate all of this adds unnecessary stress to something that brings me joy which I wanted to share with others in hopes that it might bring them a little joy as well. It's shitty. I hate it. I want to scream. I'm just ranting out here.

Anyway, thanks for listening.

[winterffxiv]

WOOSEOK IS BLONDE WOOSEOK BLONDE DHDJSHDJSHSJJQ

[winterffxiv]

me trying my hardest to avoid any rtk stuff so i can watch the subbed ep later 

[winterffxiv]

I've put off watching rtk because I didn't feel like having my heart ripped out of my chest for the second time 💀💀💀