Dec 5, 2015
12/4/15
I miss those times when I loved winter, and snow, and Christmas. I miss not being able to wait for winter and the snow. I miss being little and hoping for snow days, playing in the snow, and building snow men. Hell, I miss 5 years ago when I would sit on the couch with a good book and a warm blanket.I miss being happy about winter and not getting depressed when it comes. But now... now I don't even wanna get out of bed every morning. Now, I hope I can make it through the day without breaking down. These days I can't wait for winter to be over. I cant wait for the snow to be gone and Christmas to be over. Each day I lay in bed at night and dream of winter ending, of all this sorrow ending. I'm tired of womte changing me...