#wordiee

[carmentheninja]

people are really foul sometimes & what do i do? encourage the bullshit and act surprised by the TRASH. i honestly think I'M garbo, thus i attract garbagé. oh well, i suppose.

[carmentheninja]

i haven’t “organized” this blog in like, 3 years and the shit is driving me coocoo /facepalm.

[carmentheninja]

I used to be cordial when I was in the presence of bitches I hate (both on and offline. Especially when encountering biters: I can’t stand a bitch who claims to harbor all of this hate for me while stalking me and copying my every move). I thought it showed my sense of professionalism and control. There was this belief instilled in me that reacting meant that they “won,” but not anymore.

I feel liberated (because the shit would raise my BP + ruin my mood if I didn’t express these feelings).

Knowing that I don’t seek confrontation but will drag a bitch if I have to fills me with determination.

[carmentheninja]

I wish me + my bf were back on that island, laying in that California king bed on the beach, staring at the sunset + pretending we had no responsibilities.

It was surreal + calming.

[carmentheninja]

Tired of working toward a degree I'm not passionate about simply to gain financial stability.

[carmentheninja]

I can’t wait until this semester is over so I can get back into blogging + gaming jfc

[carmentheninja]

Telling your friends that your significant other knows + accepts the fact that you casually sleep with other people, just to get them to mind their business, makes you sound dumb. ... and you sound dumber when you start fumbling over your lies after being caught.

[carmentheninja]

I have been hurt so many times, I can't even tell the man I care about that I love him... Because I'm afraid I'm gonna fall for the same games + be left heartbroken again. This is bullshit.