#work.place

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currently dealing with the consequences of breaking away from being a people-pleaser. i didn't suddenly become a bitch, i just stopped letting you walk all over me. perhaps i should've done it in increments or something. before, i was giving 150% for people who treated me like shit, so now a comfortable 90–100% feels like 50% to them. regular treatment feels like betrayal to the privileged i suppose.

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i will go cry into my keyboard until words materialize out of my liquid desperation now (try to do work very badly)

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my schedule rn looks like a cobra spat on a calendar and someone marked each droplet as a new event/deadline

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was shadowing a friend/coworker's social studies class. they were creating and designing flags for fictional nations. one of the kids turned to his friend and said "oh wow. yours looks like denmark's flag, if denmark was in hell."

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so unbelievably mad at unbelievably stupid people

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misophonia been extra bad; inconvenient since i work with snotty middle schoolers all day

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it's almost over... (lies)

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i wanna have time to lay down scratch my bum or play some games. i miss having free time...