i hope one day i can be as comfortable around people as i am around my pets

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i hope one day i can be as comfortable around people as i am around my pets
i fucking HATE those horrible headaches you get after crying a lot
hahaha HAHAHAHA WHATEVER
its like i’m back in 2006 i’ve been listening to nelly furtado, fergie, gwen stefani like i don’t know but it’s comforting to listen to music i used to listen to when i was a kid
wow so yesterday i went to my bestfriend's dad's birthday party & it was the craziest most amazing thing i've ever experienced, i was drinking, a fuck ton of smoking weed/hash, on mdma, on shrooms, it was so much fun i didn't even sleep & i've never seen a family so drunk/high & out of control
so lately i’ve been dissociating so much that i feel like my vision is different, like things don’t look the same, & actually things don’t sound the same either & its been really hard to concentrate or follow along with anything because sometimes i’m dissociating so bad that i can’t remember what just happened like two seconds before & i’m not sure of whats real or of whats going on around me or of anything actually & its really fucking me up
everything is just the fucking worst
i've been done with everything relating to highschool for little over a week now & i'm already a fucking mess i always get so fucking low during the summer because i never have any plans with anyone & i lose most of my friends, so the summer for me is literally when i'm most depressed & i don't know how i'm gonna get through it