3am regrets
I miss having the privilege to fall asleep in your arms , and waking up with you still holding me tight. I miss those sleepy nights , with candles lit while cuddled up naked in bed , watching movies , I miss being able to look at you and just have a crazy rush of feelings go through my body and just have the though of how you are mine ( well use to be mine ) I miss those long soft meaning full kisses. I miss the way you use to get lost in my eyes , I miss how you use to make me smile like crazy just so you could see my puppy toofers , I miss the way you couldn't go a hour without telling me you loved me , I miss how you couldn't be in the same room as me without being close to me or touching me in some way , I miss the way you treated me. I miss you ... I took it all for granted. And I truly regret that. If I could rewind the past I really would. I would change a lot of our relationship. Cause I know we would still be together if I changed how I saw us. But now it's to late , to late to change everything , now all I can do is lay here at 3am and wish time would rewind and slowly fade away into the darkness so my misery would fade away.