xisfear
[ he almost feels weighed down, as if he's sinking and the only way up is to actually face his demons ; or rather the one man that was driving him insane with his mere presence. he almost feels a twinge of empathy in the moment, because he knows something of what it's like to lose someone, because he's lost himself on more than one account. and he understands that it's nothing compared to what the man before him may be feeling, but he's almost grateful that he's feeling any emotion at all. and he can't really run any longer, both because of guilt and because there were people everywhere and running would look suspicious. so he settles and breathes easy and he'll let things go only as far as he can handle them. ]
❝ I'm not the person you knew and you should get that in your head right now before you hurt yourself trying to find him. ❞
















