a long standing grievance of mine. its a very simple one but its just so fucking sinister to me that clothes for fat people are made specifically to "ugly"-fy us and make us ashamed and to force us to stop trying to look anything other than "terrible". its so much deeper than just wanting cute clothes!!! its such a horrible pattern of intentionally societally mocking us for trying to be "normal", to fit in. recently i went shopping for clothes and you can probably imagine how humiliating it was to be out browsing stuff made for skinny people trying desperately to find my size while surrounded by said skinny people and myself dressed badly; it felt as if i just barged into a party i was explicitly not invited to, and (despite some people probably thinking right now that im just being dramatic) i have gotten stares for just... existing in a skinny peoples space i guess. every space is for skinny people, and we fat people are forced into our own specific ugly stores with our own specific ugly clothes and our own specific ugly lives. fuck this shit.














