Mar 19, 2024
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#hmmmm#hating everything i write basically#into the dark is way too much of me#i think that’s why i look at it with such contempt#because it is a reflection of me#but into the dark regulus is the most me and i love him#i just want to take regulus away and keep him safe#but i cannot#missing him#feeling very normal about this#not shitty#imposter syndrome yay#missing him yay#alone n yearning#a bit sluggish#but it’s fine#at least i’ve got an outlet#i do have a private regulus project that will never see the light of day#that is so much of me that i’d throw up at the thought of anyone else seeing it#yeah jumbled thoughts#tw vent#vent post