i'll just kill myself soon im so tired and ugly but at least when i cry i look better and im always crying bc i wanna die so it works but real talk this is riduculous and i cant keep this up for much longer and it would be better on me and everyone else so i should just take one for the team lmao one less person to worry about but like.......how am i gonna do this? i cant have any failed first attempts or then I have to deal with all the shit when it doesnt work and whats worse? I'll still be alive, hm......the calculations....i suppose i could like just wait until im old enough to buy a gun













