online dating is a real shit show, but that aside... I recently watched a tiktok that said not to retroactively feel bad about liking someone or being excited about someone which I felt kind of enlightening. especially in this modern day where everyone and most communication exists online I think I, and many people often get attached to routine more so than to a specific someone. when you talk with somebody everyday for a month you ultimately develop a pseudo relationship and when things don't work out and you cease any form of contact it's hard to not feel bad about it. I don't think I've ever liked someone enough to even want a romantic relationship with them but I've certainly felt heartbroken when situationships end.... which I find kind of funny because 99% of the time I don't even like this person 😭 I've just created this sense of familiarity that now I need to RECREATE with some other motherfucker on hinge. goes to show that I have an addictive personality but this vicious cycle of meeting random people and getting coffee just to find a potential partner is an insane process. I need to get back into making resin shakers I swear to GAWD















