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Ep. 11: IM W I N N I N -Karen

I can't wait to win out now :) I might be getting cocky, but I don't see a way I don't make it to the end. Sure, the girls could team up and destroy me, but that would be iconic and I'd be ok with it. I have been thinking about what my FTC would look like. Obviously my biggest move was alerting Karen to use her idol. But other than that I haven't made a big flashy move. The theme of my game was sliding under the radar and repairing relationships that were broken. Duncan screwed me, but we put it aside and are now at final 5 together. Pippa was super pissed off at me but we mended things and now she wants to take me to the end. Honestly though, I'd rather it be me, Duncan, and Karen like we all talked about when Drew was voted out. It makes for a better story, and Duncan is getting 0 votes.

Oh Molly, you tried so hard. You are a very tough competitor and I've wanted you out for so long so I'm not sad you're gone. You mentioned how I'm probably going home next round but the pecking order should be like so: Quinn, Duncan and f3 of Karen, Jay, and I. Oh man I'm so pumped! I can't believe I was so close to winning immunity and then I didn't. Like wowowowowow. But Jay and Karen seem to really wanna be f3 with me. I really hope they keep me until then. Quinn is def going home next unless they get immunity. That would suck bc Duncan would have to go quick. Luckily, it's f5 and the last time he can use an idol. PRAISE THAT RULE! I know if Jay goes to f3 he will win over me but I'm not that mad. I feel like I've made a bitter jury but, in reality, none of those people made me deals or had any indication they wanted me to go far with them. As Ariel said during double tribal today, you gotta play for yourself and no one else at this point.

A little while later...

here's my reaction to Quinn winning immunity 

I've pretty much made it to the end. This final immunity is more of a Quinn vs Karen showdown. Whoever loses is out. If I win I'm gonna vote Quinn out because I want one of the three to win. Preferably me. I think I have a very strong case. I made my one big move, I layed low, I won immunities. Best of all, I remained liked. Duncan was my hate shield. Any animosity towards my alliance was targeted at Duncan. I also never had a vote against me I think

I won another immunity challenge! Like I am so happy I managed to win that one because I really thought I was going to be eliminated. As for the game I haven’t heard much lately. I kinda guess it’s everyone on their own. But who knows maybe the three of them are working together to get me out. I totally forgot to vote and I fell asleep before I could see the reminder. It sucks that I have a disadvantage, but I have to respect my punishment

Zootopia aka Furry Hell IS FINALLY OVER! I can now solely think about this next vote and FTC. I'm not voting Duncan, I'm certain he's not voting me. If it comes down to a tie, yikes, but I think the 3 will all survive the vote. I'm pretty sure Karen will win, but I have a few tricks up my sleeve that I've been preparing. I really think that there is a good chance I can take this game. I wouldn't be mad if Karen wins though. I'd be a little upset if the jury thinks I did worse than Duncan, but I love him too so I wouldn't be bitter. I'm ready for this season to end. It's been a fun ride!

Yo I'm going to be so pissed if Jay or I go. I'm so happy to have made f4, to get voted out now would be like training for the Olympics only to fall on a patch of ice and break your leg. I don't want to see that happen, we've been through too much

Honslee I just made the deal so she couldn't win final immunity. Me? Stick to my word? Only when it's convenient for me tru. And voting out Jay ???? Pass. I'll say anything to get my way and if that means I gotta lie and scheme then I'll do it

FINAL WORDS: 

This week was so painful for me. First standing with a cup over my head for over an hour which literally made me feel like I broke my arms. Like I legit thought I fucked up my arms. During the challenge me and Karen got to make a deal. The deal was Karen taking me to f3 and getting out Jay. I didn’t really believe it but it was my only hope. I kinda feel looked down at. Like I am nothing just because I am younger and a newbie. I hate just feeling like everybody is judging me for my age or experience. It was kinda expected that I was gonna go. Those three are very tight and I couldn’t break the up. I made f4 which I am extremely happy about. I made it so far and I definitely hope that I get some recognition for it. I’ve had a wonderful time and I am proud of myself for final four and for winning some immunity challenges. But this is the end for me in this game

Queen Lexi said my rites of passage was good so now I'm guaranteed to win the season

Throughout this game, I have voted out friends, developed problems with one, made new ones, but it's all been worth it. I made it to the final three with two of the three people I wanted to make it to the end with. I got to be a swing vote, I got to be in the minority, I got to get blindsided as well as blindside others, I found idols, a crap ton, and played them left and right. I got to play for some of the most amazing ladies in the community whose friendships I will cherish for a very long time. This FTC is truly beautiful because two beauties are here! Lol. I'm going to do my best not to let the ugly jury members get to me, try and make it through this final tribal council, and maybe come out on top? After its all said and done I hope I can stay friend with a good portion of this cast and stay in touch with them. I'm honestly just ready for the sweet release of death and can't wait for tonight to be over. Thanks for everything and I guess I'll see you all in hell (lips)

IM W I N N I N

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Ep. 10: Lmfao whoever keeps me safe ! -Karen

Lmfao whoever keeps me safe !

[2:26:37 PM] Quinn: I think we should go for Pippa tbh [2:26:49 PM] Hagtress of trashy (Karen): why eyes emoji [2:27:38 PM] Quinn: Because she voted Bernel out and I got all the blame for it tbh

I had to save myself TBH and instead of going after Quinn, someone who is not that big of a threat, we took down Julia instead.

[9/26/2016 1:51:02 AM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): Duncan [9/26/2016 1:51:05 AM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): Really [9/26/2016 1:51:09 AM] Duncan (Unkie Dunkie): Ummm [9/26/2016 1:51:12 AM] Duncan (Unkie Dunkie): Shut up [9/26/2016 1:51:13 AM] Duncan (Unkie Dunkie): Avian? [9/26/2016 1:51:16 AM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): You've gotta stop [9/26/2016 1:51:17 AM] Duncan (Unkie Dunkie): Again? [9/26/2016 1:51:28 AM] Duncan (Unkie Dunkie): I'm a fucking icon? Huh? [9/26/2016 1:51:32 AM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): People are gonna think we are for real rigging

[9/24/2016 12:45:58 AM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): Hi yes you found it. [9/24/2016 12:46:04 AM] Duncan (Unkie Dunkie): Shut up

[9/20/2016 11:43:16 PM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): Duncan [9/20/2016 11:43:20 PM] Camilla (Motu Maha Host): U got the idol, just chill, she's pushing through to get it to you, gah [9/20/2016 11:43:20 PM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): I have something for you

[9/28/2016 6:55:24 PM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): Duncan [9/28/2016 6:55:34 PM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): Are you freaking kidding me..

[9/28/2016 6:56:03 PM] Amanda Lynn (Motu Maha Host): I don't even understand how...

Amanda and Duncan merge idol discoveries supercut 

I think i'm gone honestly. Like I don't stand a chance against Karen/Jay/Pippa/Duncan. I haven't talked a lick of game until I just got online and saw the #TeamPetty chat saying i'm pretty much gone. And there isn't anything I can do. Karen and Duncan have 0% interest in working with me, so that right there seals my fate. They are going to steamroll to the end. I'm sad, it was supposed to be me and Bernel plowing through everyone. Rip.

This game. Has become a clusterfuck of paranoia. And I don’t know what to do with most of it anymore

It’s been kinda quiet the last few days. People haven’t talked much and ever since Julia was eliminated the #teampetty alliance has pretty much been dead. But today Karen approached me wondering if I’d be willing to vote for Ariel, who is my best friend. I found out that Pippa isn’t with the other side and she is in the middle doing her own thing. Upon getting this info I was all up in it with trying to get the remaining #teampetty alliance to vote together. Ariel and Molly seem cool, but Pippa is so conflicted and she doesn’t see that her safest bet in the competition would be with our side. We need her to vote Karen out. Karen is a huge threat and with her gone we can knock out the boys and have the most iconic top 4 ever tbh

So it's final 7 and the game has certainly been evolving. I literally hate being in this game without drew to help me out, but I've got to make it to the end for him. If Kare, myself and Jay all make f6 then we'll control half the votes and be solid to at least be able to force a tie. Bernel and Julia are ugly game players and I'm glad they're gone, but for clarification it wasn't personal. There was no way in hell that they would ever vote a different way, no sir no ma'am. They lack "adaptability" as family feud surveys would say. I'm pretty sure everyone is getting sick of my idol plays as well. I'm sure they see them as selfish, and excessive. I'm sorry I'm just more clever than y'all *insert shrug emoji*. Idols are part of the game, and I'm going to use them to my full advantage. I haven't needed it once, but it's nice to always have security since I've yet to win individual immunity

I need to talk to Pippa about the vote. I think she's the swing between Karen and Ariel and I want to stay in the majority

Rn I'm working with Duncan Jay and pippa,  but that can change at any moment Tru, I gotta start looking out for myself and target people before they come for my wig! Honslee rip Julia I would've loved to work with her but like whew the numbers just weren't there. Currently I can't think of any one person that I would love to go to FTC with like there's some people who are just as disliked as me and some who would be considered goats. I do kno that I don't wanna go to the end with Ariel or Molly bc they are for sure winning against me. I think my best bet is taking dunc and Jay and if it's an f2 then taking Jay bc those idols that dunc found are def gonna be a factor in how the votes will lay out. If I were to take pippa or Quinn I mean they haven't done the most TBH and Idk how likeable they are but! Any one that's not a brain could easily beat any one who is a brain, especially with a bitter jury. What's going on with pippa ? I basically promised her f2 if she flipped to us, I mean my word means nothing in these games but hopefully she believes me or else she could easily flip this tribal and it's bye bye Karen.

Yo pippa, don’t say “sorry” when you clearly meant to vote me. Like, what :P

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Ep. 9: Duncan is King Cobra -Jay O.

I AM PISSED. I am just scrambling to find out who flipped. Julia thinks it's Quinn but like, that wouldn't be logical simply because us 3 (bernel, me, Quinn) are close. I am so mad. I honestly had no idea this was happening. Honestly, I thought I was going to be voted out, not Bernel. Now it's time to see how I do in a game without him. Wish me luck

FUCK! MY! LIFE! Literally everything went wrong. I had talked to Julia about wanting an alliance with her, me, Karen and Ariel. I had said only like it would be great and all. Then I said that I like Bernel, but he has been kinda taking on a leader role of the alliance because he has. I got the impression of him always getting the last word. I said that and now someone flipped and I am the villain. I voted with the alliance, I did as I was said to do and EVERYONE thinks I voted Bernel. Like I am in such a tight spot right now and I need to win immunity

SO, it seems like a pattern here, one from minority, one from majority. This is messy, and it kinda makes me worried for myself, like being voted out wise for real this time. I wanna believe Quinn flipped, but I am now thinking Pippa did. Gut instinct, and if Pippa didn't flip on her vote, she flipped on us alliance wise. Which totally screws mine, and Ariel's game up. It only makes sense to take out the top two active, strategic players, Ariel and I, because Quinn has successfully flipped over to them, and so has Pippa. I know now that Molly isn't threatening to them, which I can understand. I have a feeling Ariel might just be the big target they want out, but it could be me. Time to up my social game, stop being so bitchy, and secure my spot.

A little while later...

So I was talking to Karen, and I kinda feel like I'm the target, I just kinda sensed it from the way she was talking to me, depressing as hell right??? Not really, I'll try and devise a plan to make sure something goes right for me, and that I can atleast stay after this tribal.

Okay so. Today is my last double until Saturday so cheers to that. And no one is on. So I'm going to strategize by myself. Pippa? Won't talk to me. Quinn and Julia? I don't want to talk to them. Ariel? I could talk to but I don't, like she's a nice girl but we're on different sides so we don't but we'll probably strike up a conversation after the season or in ponderosa. Jay and Kare? Duh. Anyways They know I have the idol now because Karen knows it was found and I the only one besides her to find idols on the tribe. So I'm a selfish bitch I know. Because I'm not playing the idol on Kare. However I'm going to attempt and pull a double bluff. I'm going to tell Molly, who is someone who has proven to be loyal to a fault to the other side, that I'm going to idol myself. It's a win win for me Because If Molly runs back and tells them and they vote out Karen, at least Molly knew I told them the truth But if they think I'm bluffing they'll vote me and we'll have another successful idol play ^\^

What's happening in 6 hours? Tribal. Who hasn't heard a single word from anyone on what's going on? Me. I think Julia has aligned with Karen because she is lowkey hinting at getting Quinn out. So. My game pretty much is nonexistent.

Hmm Okie Bernel going home really did shake things up.Or at least we hope it did

So I flipped. And I do not feel very bad about it. Karen and I are now...working together? This is a first for us and it's weird AF. Julia and Quinn approached Karen and brought her into an all girls alliance with Ariel. Luckily, Karen messaged me and told me that they want me out because Quinn's getting the blame for Bernel. Of course you are, I planted that seed before I voted. Anyway, Molly is on the outs too so I messaged them and convinced them to vote Julia out. I really hope there's no flip or tie on me this week, that would suck so much. I feel kinda better about my position game wise but you can never feel too safe. I def want Karen and I to be f3 but who will be the third. Preferably it'll be Duncan who is also hated by everyone. Maybe I'm the less hated one and I can win this game. Fingers crossed.

Look at me, laying back and winning immunity. I haven't really made any big moves since Karen's badass idol play, and that's exactly how I like it. Duncan will always be a target before me no matter how many immunities I win. He's my meat shield. They all thought I was a snake when Kevin left, some of them probably still think I'm a snake, but Duncan is a King Cobra. And who would go for the little garter snake before that?

#TeamPettyMiniEdition I'm screaming. Literally as that was made, Julia decided she wants to form an alliance with me, her, Karen, molly, and pippa I believe. But I haven't said a WORD to Karen since the Ricky week. I guess I can try to talk to Karen but i'm pretty sure she has no trust in me at all

So I've been talking around, and me and my sassy alliance of Molly, Quinn, Ariel and myself are planning as of now to vote out Duncan. But, the biggest thing now is the vote may tie. Which sucks. And one of us might have to draw a dumb rock. I have a feeling this tribal is gonna be crazy, either with yet another vote flipper, or a possible blindside. Lord help us. Lord help me. This may be my last confessional, who knows anymore.

Wow aren’t I messy!  I have now worked super hard on gaining trust back and not becoming a villain in this game. #teampetty is kinda a joke now seeing as Pippa flipped on us and we are now just trying to keep up the facade of like ”we are still a team” but we are definitely not. Instead the pettiest alliance of all #ripKevinandBernel because we are petty feat. everyone from #teampetty-Pippa is made. Basically this week we want Duncan out, but seeing as the vote may go 4-4 it could be a problem. But we still have faith. Also I’m now apart of a new new alliance with Karen and Julia, though idk how reliable it is. But we will def see that soon. Anyways messy week where I thought I slayed that maze so hard it had to go to the doctor but I did the worst and the maze slayed me

I'm at work all the time now so idk what's happening? If I go, then I can't wait to see drew in jury

Random confessional so y'all don't strike me: I've lost track of what's going on in this game tbh. I can't tell who's lying to me at this point

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Ep. 8: Desperation is the Best Place to Ruin Other People -Julia

Let's just give me a moment, I not only convinced Karen that I would flip with her, but I got DUNCAN TO PLAY HIS IDOL BECAUSE I WARNED KAREN SAYING THAT HE WAS THE TARGET WHEN DREW WAS. DESPERATION IS THE BEST PLACE TO RUIN OTHER PEOPLE LOL!

A little while later...

Okay so I feel the need to share what was going on with this entire tribal since I hadn't before. So, the whole plan of me sweet talking to Karen was purely just strategic & to get on her good side. I let Bernel know about this and he was cool with it. Than, we devised a plan to get Drew out, since Karen was the immunity holder. So we decided to make up a false lie that the majority was going to say they were voting Jay, and going to actually vote out Duncan. So I brought this lie to Karen, and she obviously believed it, so she had first told me to vote out Bernel, seeing as how they had bad blood, than quickly flipped and told me to vote Ariel, not knowing that I was completely lying to her. So, at tribal, Duncan freaking PLAYED HIS IDOL I WASN'T TOLD ABOUT. Karen had COMPLETELY believed me, and decided to tell Duncan to play his idol, not knowing that Drew was the true target. The vote came out 6-4, bye bye drew.

A little while later...

So I'm thinking about end game, and I'm GUESSING I have paved a good path for myself, but I truly Believe that in order for myself to make it further, I'm gonna have to get Pippa or Molly out, possibly right after this vote. I personally love them both, but I think I need to get rid of atleast one of them, because when we are final six and our alliance just sticks together, it puts Bernel and I in a weak spot, since Pippa and Molly and Quinn are all three brawn, and even though Quinn was a close ally of ours, we need to make sure she won't flip. So I believe after this tribal, one of them needs to leave.

I mean some of these people are just horrible people Like you don't have to be an asshole If you're playing the game That was my problem with Karen the first time we played But the rudeness and bluntness and over the topness of people in a game context? They can keep it I NEVER would act in a way some people are acting while they're in top of the world You know reed's speech? They're acting like missy and these people are not going to win the game. Not on my watch. And I can't wait till their game comes tumbling down around them

KAREN WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO BAD I KNOW YOUR JUST BUYING INTO ALL MY BS AND IT KILLS ME I FEEL SO SO SO BAD GIRL BUT IT'S THE GAME UGH. But serious it was so obvious that I screwed her over the last vote and she still has hope that I will help her and me bsing her is still kinda working with her I believe. Watch me be wrong about all this and sound like a dumbass

I want to start this by profusely apologizing to the #teampetty alliance. I really like all of you and I would love to play with you again. Don't let one game taint your image.

You're not gonna believe this. YOURE NOT GONNA BELIEVE THIS. Okay so I feel like I'm on the bottom of the alliance with everyone excluding Jay, Duncan, and Karen. So uh, I may or may not have agreed to flip and vote Bernel out. Why Bernel? It's simple; he's a threat. He's trying to be the mastermind of the alliance and even though I asked to be f3 with him, his response was offish and I didn't feel good with it. So when Karen begged me to flip, I reluctantly agreed. She promised to take me to f3 and I really wanna win this game. I feel bad because I'm not this person. I'm not someone who turns on their friends to win, but I think I kinda need to. I'm not actually close with any of these people which puts me at a disadvantage. They voted me most likely to get to the end and lose but I'd rather get to the end and lose than not get to the end at all. I'm not this person but this is a game. Outwit, outplay, outlast. And I want to do that to everyone. If everything goes to plan, the alliance should be splitting votes. If I flip, then their split votes is for nothing. I told Bernel it was a bad idea and I'm turning it around so it bites him in the ass. I just don't see any of those people taking me to the end. If Bernel leaves it's a tie next week. They will all probably vote me and I want them to vote Molly. If we tie again it's rocks and Molly and I are safe. Maybe Molly will flip too. That would be perfect. Good lord I'm so nervous and I'm so so so sorry.

I WON IMMUNITY! I WON IMMUNITY! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS! I am so pumped that I won my first challenge AND it was an immunity challenge! Like I am 100% safe for the week! I will not be leaving this game just yet. Another week is soon gone and one of the people I want out will probably be out of the game tonight. Duncan has been so fake and so two-faced throughout this game and it’s quite sickening really. And not in the good way. Tonight #TeamPetty will split the vote between Duncan and Karen to make sure that if an idol were to be played, one of them would leave. It’s basically a bulletproof plan. But after having a day of thinking, I realized that we would soon be down to the top 6. Then the alliance would have to go at each other and I know I will be the first to go. I was thinking all day about maybe making a three person alliance of some sort. Then Karen came to me begging to be safe and basically offering herself to work with me. I actually feel kinda interested in flipping sides and working with Karen. I talked to Julia, one of my closest allies in this game, and she also were interested. I think that if Karen stays there might be a possibility of a major power shift. I want me, Karen, Julia and Ariel to create a 4 person alliance and have basically majority. We could get Jay to vote with us and then we have majority and can get down to top 4. A major game move that could seal the deal and give me the crown in the final tribal council. I need to start thinking ahead and considering all my possible moves, this seems like a good idea. But there is still a lot to do but it could happen in the near future. I am here to win and I will do everything in my power to make sure that it happens

As far as I can tell, I'm in no danger. Sadly, one of Bernel or Karen are in deep shit. Right now Pippa is our only chance at getting the numbers this vote. I'm not a big fan of Pippa, but it's all we have...

ok so the plan is to vote 3-3-3. Karen-Duncan-Me (assuming). I hope this plan works because if it doesn't, I'm gone

ok honslee the only way I can see me going further, besides trying to build meaningful connections, is by making people think I'm a goat or to just use me as a vote for them to "make a move". using the touchy subjects results to benefit me will be pretty easy considering I got a lot of negative things so like ! its clear no one would want me at the end. but honslee they don't know how good I am at swaying juries so jokes on them

So, this week is whatever. I mean our 6 has a solid majority and we're not cracking for this vote. Duncan and Karen have been campaigning hard to stay, and it's not quite happening. I do think a couple of the girls have been fucking with them and feeding into their bullshit, but I doubt that the vote is going any other way then how I expect it to. We're splitting the vote 3-3, while the other side has 3 people as well. So it's gonna tie 3-3-3, and then I had the cute little idea of having Karen and Duncan campaign publicly in the main chat as to why they should stay. I mean, I won't be earning any friends with that stunt, but I already doubt that I'm gonna win this game, so I may as well make it fun. The challenge this week was interesting. I like seeing what everyone thought, and I was voted for a few categories. Most likely to be in Slytherin, Funniest, Most Likely to be Bitter When The Season Ends, and Who Would Do The Best In The Real Show. I was fine with any of them, I didn't really give a fuck like some people did.... I'm NOT naming names Karen. I did think it was interesting that people pegged Pippa and Molly as frontrunners, which just really cemented that I wanna get them out soon and go to Final 3 with my girls Quinn and Ariel, who I think I can beat. Quinn is a complete non-factor this season, and Ariel has pissed off a LOT of the Jury with her flipping. So if I had a choice, I would go to Final 3 with those two ladies. But I gotta make it there first, which starts with making it through this Tribal.

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Ep. 7: Fish Gotta Swim, Snakes Gotta Die -Duncan

Alright everyone that doesn't have the name Bernel, Julia, Quinn, or Molly is basically on my fucking hit list. I hate that Jay didn't even give a second thought to voting off poor sweet Kevin. Honestly, I hate hate hate people who can't be loyal. "Oh I was scared you would turn the vote on me" oh boo fucking hoo. IM LOYAL I WOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT. And don't even get me started on Ariel "oh no I promise I'm not with them" UH HUH UH HUH you damn well knew Kevin was going. You couldn't have told us? Like for real? And back to Jay who just messaged me "its game on". Yeah well at least my game won't be filled with broken loyalties and shitty excuses. Oh, and Drew, you and Karen ARE both snakes because they are conniving and treacherous and an overall nuisance. You wanted to apologize for East High? Yeah well maybe you should just apologize for being a fake because it's a recurring theme in your game play. I really fucking wished Bernel would've just accepted my split votes plan because Duncan would be gone and Kevin would be here. But we can't always get we want and (even though I'm probably going home next) it's my mission to avenge Kevin and take these fuckers down.

Okay I'm so sorry at my baby (Bernel) for being a paranoid ass bitch you know mamma loves you. Anyways, FUCK ME UP MY FRIEND. MY ALLY. MY KEVIN? IS BLINDSIDED ALONG WITH ME TONIGHT? stupid idol playing Karen I hate you and your idol except I really do like u but not in this game rn Karen u suck. Anyways I'm pissed that I was paranoid with Bernel but I knew some shit was up, and this is what was up, so now I just wanna cause havoc until I'm done because this season needed a huge fight anyways.

A little while later...

loosing Hella sleep rn but I'm okay with it because tonight's little petty fight was an amazing blessing, and I'm talking game with KAREN rn wtf??

I go offline for like TWELVE HOURS. This is so much shit to come back to. I mean I’m not really surprised, those alliances had kinda been super obvious. Tribe chat suddenly filled up with shade tho. 700 messages, guys?

So last night with me and Karen, got wild and I kinda wanna flip the whole tribe up and allign with her. I crave big scary moves that will mess with the tribe, hence the Brian vote, sorry Brian. Anyways, I feel like there is good and bad to it, first of all, I won't be majority, it would be a 50/50 chance, and second of all, I would DEF be at the bottom of their alliance, and I know Bernel and Quinn and I are very tight and I believe have yet to lie to eachother. My other alliance is majority, and I'm pretty secure in where I stand, basically almost the top but not quite there, and that works perfect for me. And I know Karen probably will see me as a swing vote, and not a huge target which is great, because I don't want her to know that I had taken part in causing some things to happen @Brian and Ricky where ya at!!

A little while later...

S/O to Jordan for the amazing letter!! Thank you soooo much & it truly helps me and makes me wanna win the game a whole lot more. Thank ya!!

A little while later...

I'm dying atm, I'm trying to find Karen's vulnerable spot, and ask her if she can sway one person, and find out who they are, so Bernel and the alliance will get suspicious of them and put them at the bottom of our totem pole. This can totally blow up in my face though if I don't execute it well, so that's what I gotta do.

So I'm kinda hoping my nine guesses made the cut (which I'm praying did, but I doubt it did) and that I can win this immunity. If I do, it would be GOLD, and even if my move was extra I will be safe 

High key just thinking I'm being paranoid about it, all I gotta do is talk to Bernel about what I was thinking and only share this info with him when we are allowed to speak again, but until then...

So these few days have been extra annoying. Long story short, the vote was a mess, I told Jay's messy ass that we were voting out Karen even though I knew they were close, he snitched, she played her Idol, Kevin went home, etc. etc. Then me and Julia picked a fight because we were bored and petty, and then Duncan came at me and we went back and forth. So the game is just pretty split at this point. There's a six, and a four. Me, Julia, Quinn, Ariel, Molly, Pippa vs. Duncan, Jay, Karen, and Drew. I really don't care to talk to the other four honestly, I just wanna get to the final six with my group of people, because I think if I can make it that far, I'm really solid. As long as there's no Idol play, I think I can make it there. When we get to the six, I'm really close with Pippa and I'm extremely close with Quinn and Ariel. (Speaking of Ariel, we keep laughing because of how messy she is. Like she flips from her alliance, which really isn't a good move for her. It's only beneficial to her because of how close we are, it's a mess TBH). And then from there, it'll just depend on who wins Immunities. But yeah, basically I'm just going one Tribal at a time. This tribal is really messy because most of the other side got to go to Reward, which I'm sure had an Idol clue somewhere with it. So it's very possible that one of them could have an Idol, which would obviously ruin everything. So Julia kept talking with Karen, in order to see who the other 4 is voting for. But in reality we're just gonna blindside the 4 again. Julia came up with a plan to tell Karen that we're gonna LIE and tell the 4 that we're gonna vote Jay out but we're actually voting Duncan out, when in REALITY the six of us are actually gonna vote Drew out. It's a bit confusing, I know. But I think it could work. I'm not extremely confident but... I'm confident enough? Idk, I'll chat with you guys tomorrow and see how it works out.

I guess the plan is to vote out Drew which is fine with me. I don't really know what scheming Bernel wants to do, I'm just following whatever at this point. I have no idea who the other side is voting but I think it may be me for... obvious reasons

Man oh man can I not wait to send one of those brainiacs home. Frankly, none of them deserve to win. I need to start making an f2 deal. Updates forthcoming

Okay so, this merge has been a clusterfuck to say the least. Ricky going home was not best for my game but was for bernel, so we all sent Ricky home. Then this last vote isolated me Karen drew and Jay into a corner. Thank god Karen Idoled kevin out. Then shit hit the fan. Ariel flipped on us and Bernel blindsided me and Jay. I was not happy about it. Fights broke out left and right and receipts were everywhere and people were getting exposed like it was an episode of bad girls club. So this round, karegod win immunity thus saving her ass from being eliminated. I'm so proud of her btw. Anyways, I found the idol after it was rehidden and now we have to determine what to do with it. Honeslee? I want Ariel gone. You know the saying: 

fish gotta swim, snakes gotta die 

It might actually be from a nursery rhyme lol. Anyways the entire package is trying to figure out what ugly alliance is doing vote wise. Molly is saying that she'll vote pippa and that the uglies are voting out Jay while Julia says they're fronting and coming for me.

So the “plan” to get Drew out has turned into the other people probably voting Pippa, but I also kinda want her out of the game soon so now I gotta choose between 2 people I actually want gone. Whoops.

On the other hand, I’m seeing how much of a mess this whole game is rn :P

My name has been thrown around so this could be my last day. So that sucks. Hopefully the idol is played correctly and the 4 make it through this vote.

What a messy week! With the previous elimination of Kevin, one of my alliance members, and the post tribal fight, it really was a start of one mess of a week. On top of that, I have been super busy all week and hasn’t done any challenges. I have been kinda out of it this week, but I really want to get back in the game and really try my hardest. Also a new alliance was formed with the adding of Ariel, Molly and Pippa to the already existing alliance of Bernel, Julia and I. The alliance is called #TeamPetty and we are here to slay. Seeing as next week we will have majority and we can split votes if we have to. We just need one person from the opposing side out this week. A whole plan of kinda confusing the others has been going on. I haven’t really done much except for obviously voting Drew as the alliance wants me to. I just hope that I am not the first one to go when we are down to final 6. But only time will tell

Searching for the idol? Easy! But I'm kinda pissed that I forgot to search again bc I'm pretty sure I would've gotten it before Duncan but meh id rather him have it than someone else. The tribe is def divided into two factions, and honslee it'll take a miracle for the us to get anyone to flip, Julia is obviously our best bet by whew I truly don't know where her heads at, all I can hope is that she telling the truth when she said Duncan was the one getting votes. If this idol play works out in our favour I'll be Y E L L I N. Two back to back idol plays ? A kink. The main influence for this vote is getting rid of the people that fucked over my game and who revealed themselves as a rat. Hopefully this tribal becomes the great snatching of motu maha™.

This voting round’s a mess

[survivor-motumaha]

Ep. 6:  Save me from any sticky situation dot MP3 -Karen

WTF HAPPENED I CANT BREATH LOL HE GOT OUT UNANIMOUSLY WTF LOLLL

Well wasn't that just a blast. Frankly I still don't know how they happened but I guess the icons alliance really did that, somehow. 

Mmmm idek when I want Julia out but it seems like she's got Ariel with her so.... maybe get rid of one more brain, then try getting rid of her bc that girl's been helpful but a bit too helpful.

Idk I can't plan ahead too far but that's my goal

Duncan just fucking controlled that vote with the whole brain tribe and got them to flip on their own I love that so much, but not really. So your probably my next target. XO

um so like Bernel and Julia are pretty much closer to everyone than I am and are running things kind of which is a problem so i need to kick it up a notch

A little While Later...

bye I just realized I never told the alliance about the alliance Pippa made sjdjfjs Idek if it's a serious one bc idk how Ariel feels about me and if she even trusts me and she's a little too close to Julia for comfort but like...the more the merrier! For now :~)

I'm just gonna do a fast one today, but I am honestly feeling kinda strange with everybody on the tribe, but in a good way. I don't feel very targeted, and I think everyone likes me pretty well, but I'm keeping my paranoia up, because it will keep my eyes open.

A little While Later...

Okay, so time to sit down and talk. I decided it's time to get my new biggest rival out, which is truly duncan. I went over to Karen, and I'm trying to convince her to get him out, and totally lying about the fact that I blindsided her whole alliance twice now. But I can get the numbers easily if they all come through. Goodluck to me

BIIITCH as IF I know what's going on in this god forsaken game. Listen, I legitimately don't kno what's going on, I feel like for Ricky vote is a little out of loop??? Like dunc just told me to vote him and that's it ! I mean if he thinks he's running this game and the Ricky vote was to his benefit then good for him but @ this point I could super vunerable. Losing Ricky was losing a definite number (for me at least). Realistically I should trust the brains tribe/Jay and dunc but I don't trust any of them, I feel like @ the bottom and whew this idol may be played sooner than later. Like they all seem wishy washy and clearer are ready to flip at any second. I'm almost positive I won't feel safe thruout every tribal unless I have immunity

My plan for now? Lay low and try talking to everyone bc at this point I'm going with the whole anyone but me strategy

I told dunc and drew about my idol, so if they decide they want me out then hopefully any bond I form can save me from any sticky situation dot MP3

Man oh man do I hate and love logic puzzles

That challenge was SO FRICKEN HARD I DON’T CARE HOW MANY PEOPLE COULD DO IT. Plus I wasn’t super worried about getting immunity whoops.

Remember when I said I might be playing my idol sooner rather than later? Well sooner is coming a lot sooner than I THOT

Anyway Julia came to me yesterday and said that she has the numbers to vote out Duncan and I obviously went along with it but! There's no way I'm voting out Duncan this early. I need him as a number, and I need Jay not to be isolated if Duncan does get voted out so! I gotta do what I gotta do and play that idol. I just need to make sure I have the numbers after this vote ie. Ariels vote bc if I lose her then I'm fuckt. Bc there's no way Julia would work w me after going back on my word

So I guess I would be the mastermind of Duncan's demise if things go to plan and he leaves tonight. Loving this game atm

I don't really know what's going to happen this tc. From what I've been hearing, the target is Duncan which is 1000% fine with me. I just hope it doesn't turn around and happen to be me leaving, because I feel like I was part of the big mess of tribal last week. Fingers crossed! And I hate to say this because I love Bernel and Quinn with all my heart, but lowkey it's not in my best interest to go against "my" side of the tribe. Because I'm not officially in an alliance with Bernel's side, and last tribal was enough of a mess and I can't continue to do that. I may just have to actually stick with Karen/Drew/Duncan. Hopefully we can all last for a while and get together then, but from what I've been hearing, some people from Bernel's Core Four alliance are targeting the brains, and obvi that includes me (wow look at that run-on sentence).

Asfhljfsa They're voting for me Thank god for Karen She said she's going to idol me

So I guess we're supposedly doing brawns vs brains again, how fun is that 

But it's funny because I'm talking to Drew and there's like a negative chance of us working together, at least currently. I don't think the time for a power coup will come. I plan to stick to the Core 4 alliance unless they like come for Molly or a brawn or someone. 

But for now...it's gonna be Duncan which is um....okay...

Like I don't trust him but that keeps Karen and Drew under Julia's thumb even more and the longer that happens the harder it'll be in the long term, without directly exposing her myself which would blow up in my face. And I think Duncan would be easier to work with but like...clearly I don't get good things in Survivor

This new alliance... literally what is my life. I think they are making people want to target the brains more ugh

Oh HELL no KAREN YOU TRYNA BLINDSIDE ME?? TALKING BOUT PLAYING AN IDOL ON DUNCAN? DON'T THINK THIS WILL GET BACK TO ME BABY OH HELL NO.

I'm being drove insane please pray for me

I know it'd probably be atrocious for my game in the long term by voting for Julia if we do split votes but it would be funny and I'm only here for notoriety.

Then again if Julia can get away with lying about voting maybe I can

Okay so I guess one side is voting Kevin and the other is voting Karen. I literally do not want to play both sides i'm screaming. Because I want to play with bernel but I don't think that can happen. And with Karen/Drew it's the minority. Pray for me

Well I think I'm going out. I know that the brawns are saying Duncan but that could be a complete misdirect. My only shot is to try to sway Bernel back to my side. My vote will be for Kevin tonight. I can only hope that we have 6 votes. Or if Karen idols correctly. Anything else will be a disaster\

I got my hopes idek if they're voting for Julia, but there's always a next time. Hopefully. I guess Karen's going, and I guess that's okay since I'd rather work with Drew than her...

Idk I've been talking up voting out Julia and that hasn't happened. On one hand I want it to happen but I also don't want to jump too soon so. It actually isn't the best idea anyways to do it right now, so bye bye Karen (I hope)

This week has been a mess for me. Both for me and game wise. I have been super stressed out all week and I have felt a little outside of the game this week. Last vote was a shocker. The Core Four alliance had tried our best to scramble together enough votes to send Ricky home, and then he get eliminated in a unanimous vote. What? Like I am shook. Ricky played really messy and all but we though he had the brains alliance with him. I think I could’ve done well in the immunity challenge if I actually gave it some time, but since it was late at night I just gave up. I am pleased that no one got immunity since it feels like a fair week. So in the Core Four alliance there has been a lot of talk about who to vote out. Duncan has been trying to come for me and I actually thought he was trying to get me out last week, but he flipped and sent out Ricky. Then we have Karen who apparently has an idol she is planning to use on Duncan, since he is the target this week. Right now I kinda feel out of the loop seeing as I live in another part of the world, but next week I will be back in the game and ready to kick some ass. Also, Duncan, you are going DOWN!

Something bad is going to happen this vote. I almost guaran-fucking-tee it. Ariel and Julia are running the game, and as much as a Brawn needs to go home, they won’t. Chances are Karen or myself or Jay are done tonight. And honestly I’m over it? Like with us, Ariel has a solid 4th place, one round from the finals, and she could do it. With Bernel and the Brawn kids, she’s getting 7th. And I can’t make her see that if she doesn’t want to. So Julia starts working the circuit trying to get rid Duncan. Bad, very bad, she was our 6th. But Karen has an idol and she’s not afraid to use it. We can idol out Kevin, we still have 5, we can bring Julia back with the threat of rocks next vote, maybe get things back on track. But oh wait, no, Molly knows about Karen’s idol. Which is fascinating, because Julia never got told. BUT ARIEL DID. HUH. Molly told Jay the vote is now Karen, so Karen is gonna play her idol on herself so at least she lives, maybe I’ll make it too, but make no mistake, we’re both now playing from the bottom.

if this vote dosent add up correctly tonight and if there are two-three votes againts Duncan, and if Karen leaves without being againts us, I'm going to be so mad