not sure which member would do this (maybe sunghoon or heeseung) but imagine one of them sneaking into Sunoo’s room and sucking him off and/or jerking him off while he whines and whimpers into their hand
HELLO THIS IS SO HEESUN CODED??? and while heeseung jerks him off he's whispering in his ear and peppering kisses everywhere, when he's sucking him off he's using his hands to roam around every inch of skin he can reach, and sunoo just cant help but be so vocal under the onslaught of sensations YES YES YES ily anon
i know this is such a sudden post out of the blue, but i would just like to take the time to explain myself for my unexpected(?) absense recently.
first of all, how have you all been doing? i hope everyone's been healthy, happy and well lately <33
i'd like to note that this will mention sensitive topics, specifically s/h and depression. if these triger you, you're more than welcome to scroll past this post or skip the paragraph that mentions them (which i will add a TW before).
now ill get straight to the point, as you know i've been away for quite some time now and for that i would like to make a sincere apology to everyone i've worried. the truth is, i haven't been okay for the longest time and i realised i needed this break more than i thought. i intended to be on leave for only a few weeks, but that quickly turned into months and i carried a sort of guilt knowing that i was intentionally steering away from my original promise of returning soon.
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TW: mentions of depression and s/h
[this is going to get very personal, but i was at one of the lowest points in my life and i couldn't ever find it in me to get out of bed. naturally, basic tasks such as eating or washing up was impossible for me, and the mere thought of doing anything rubbed me the wrong way.]
[it got so bad to the point where i, as ashamed as i am to admit, relapsed a few times as well, which obviously did nothing but strike my health even more. thankfully i'm okay now, and i'm hoping i stay clean like this for a long time.]
during my time off, i've done tons of reflecting on not just myself but also on my time on tumblr too, and i've come to realise that i, myself, played a big role in my own leave, stemming from my own unrealistic expectations and promises i thought i could acheive. making these audios were fun the first few times, but i quickly became clouded with the constant thought of perfection and the need for requests. i overworked MYSELF and that flaw i've accepted and been working on changing.
additionally, tumblr wasn't the only place i've been distancing from, but also my own interests and connections. as much as i hate to admit it, and honestly i'm still in denial (lol), i've been drifting away from enhypen and just k-pop in general. i do believe it'll just be a short and quick phase, but for now i have felt disconnected from my boys for quite some time now. of course this isn't saying i'll unstan them or anything but i'll definitely take it at my own pace.
now lastly, i just want to thank everyone a billion times over for sticking with me, sending me such sweet messages, checking up on me and even just interacting with my posts while i was gone. i honestly can't express how grateful i am to have built such a small but incredibly lovely community, and i can, with certainty, say that i would never trade any of you for the world.
i'd like to make it clear that i'm NOT quitting, but i am taking this all slowly, at a pace that i've learnt is comfortable for me. again, i am so, so sorry for leaving so abruptly and i hope you can forgive me for my negligence.
og anon😝💋: HELLO MY DARLINGG, i missed you so so much the past few months and i'm genuinely so grateful to have you as one of my most loyal followers. you literally have NO reason to stay with me but you did and dare i admit i smile like a bitch everytime i check my inbox and get a message from you. you're one of my first ever anons and maybe that's why i hold you so so dear to me. i love u so much baby, stay healthy stay happy and #stayfreaky !!
🦴: BABYY??! my FIRST ANON EVER my d1 i actually thought you would leave my blog/unfollow a few days after asking to be my bone anon so whenever you sent regular asks i'd genuinely get so shocked cause WHATTT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE STILL HERE??? little things like these mean SOO much to me and i'm beyond happy you're still supporting me until now <33
🍮: my sweet darling you send me the most touching messages and i think it's the right time to admit that i cry to them sometimes when i'm feeling low. i come back to your asks occassionally as a means to cheer myself up and you'd be surprised by how FAST i feel better it's like fucking magic. i love u so much honey, thank u for always checking up on me unprompted.
🦔: heh.... do you have anymore boyfie stories?? jokes aside you send such entertaining asks it makes me giggle you're so funny, i hope u know you cheer me up so quickly its insane and you give me some of the bests laughs when i'm feeling like i need a little joy in my life❤️🩹 +yes you should absolutely dye your hair yolo
🍥: PRINCESS??? HELLOOO I MISS YOUUUUU you're like one of the anons that send me the most asks LOL i love u youre literally adorable 😭 you're the one who asks the most about myself and i genuinely enjoy interacting with you and getting to know each other like this while still feeling like d1 bffs <33
🐚(@sanniescompressionshirt): HELLO NADS!! WHAT HAPPENED TO TALKING MORE I MISS YOUR ENERGYY 😔 christmas was amazing, i think one of the only days i felt like i was actually there ykwim HELP holy cornball anyways PLEASE SEND ME MORE ASKS I'D LOOOVEEE TO KNOW YOU MOREE!! thank u for asking about me and keeping count of the days i've been inactive LOL
🐇: MY BUNNY MY HONEY MY EVERYTHING HIIII!!! i miss miss miss uuuuu so much it's insane LOL i hope you're doing well and okay and splendid, thank you for the song recommendations and the fun interactions and the random asks i LOVEEE REPLYING TO YOUUU like i can't put it into words❤️🩹 ur so cute babe i love you so much, thank you for being such a supportive anon <3
I PROMISE I'LL REPLY TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUR ASKS TOMORROW! once again thank you so much for like literally everything that happened in our little blog, i hope we can make more fun memories and more horny audios in the near future together <3
HEYY BESTIE I've been a follower since forever and idk if ur doing reqs rn but if u are I would like to ask if you could do like a sjy x listener audio it's like rough or whatever TYY
#STAYFREAKY
-Anon💋😝
HELLO LOVELYY YES I'M TAKING REQS AND YES I'LL MAKE YOUR AUDIO!!! i'm so glad you've been a long time follower bby u just made my day , LOVE U SO MUCH! xx
YH THEY PUT FAKE CAPTIONS SO ENGENE WOULD VOTE pretty good strategy if you ask me but WDYM NO OREO NIKI OR BLONDE JAKE? IM CRASHING OUT
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I HATE YOU TWT ENGENE
NO NO NO SAY IT ISNT SO 😭😭😭 it was actually a really smart strategy but OMG I LEGIT SAW EVERYONE SAYING OREO NIKI WOULD BE BACK LIKE IM TALKING INSTA YT TIKTOK AND THEN I GET NEWS ITS NOT REAL NNNOOOOO
