#yusanjiao

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posting this from my tablet because discord hates this file for some reason. ysj for you.

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something something scifi gays something something

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[slow jazz plays in the background]

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trying to get my main character refs done before i fly out which means. so much pose drawing grinding. but i think i’ve gotten decent at drawing faces over these past couple years (feat. tmd my beloved)

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i think the Thing that gets me so bad about guangtang is that like. okay usually i love stone4stone where the concept is that these two people fit together in a way they can’t really with anyone else. but with guangtang it’s like. these two people cannot fit together because they’re too similar, but that doesn’t stop them from loving each other and pining wretchedly while being entirely unable to consummate anything because they respect each other too much. like do you get what i mean.

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[i huave covid voice] so like. proxy sex with your lover because you can’t fuck her but she can fuck your other, mutual, lover. like. conceptually.

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going to sleep in a minute but before i do i have been imagining tmd dressing gyx up for something, maybe a higher class smuggling client who doesn’t want to feel like they’re interacting with someone who usually runs things for far less endowed clients or something. anyway that point doesn’t matter. the actual image is tmd carefully fastening the fiddly little mother of pearl buttons and tying her tie and they’re close enough that she can see the faint flutter of the wings of gyx’s nose as she breathes and she can’t look at her straight on because if she does she won’t be able to stop herself from doing something foolish, like kissing her.

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if i ever want to write ysj properly i NEED to research The Eroticism Of The Machine