#zaynanon

[mashtonmyheart]

I really wish I found a Zayn anon

[malikismyhero-blog]

*smiles, listens to you singing*-Zayn

*looks up at you with tears in my eyes, whispers* i love you so much *kisses you passonately*

[malikismyhero-blog]

*hugs you to my chest* "I know.. but it's all over. Now you're healthy and strong and a good role model for our kids" *smiles*-Zayn

*sighs hugging you tightly, seeing you crying too* baby... *kisses your cheek, hugging you lovingly and starts singling 'ill stand by you' quietely*  and when the night falls on you, you dont know what to do, nothing you confess, can make me love you less, ill stand by you.. *pecks your cheek once in a while*

[malikismyhero-blog]

*pouts* "Why are you rethinking that all of sudden?"-Zayn

*shakes my head, whispering* i don't know.. i used to be a bad person Zayn.. and that got me to depression and depression got me to cutting and bulimia, I almost died..

[malikismyhero-blog]

*smiles* "It's okay.. but what are you thinking about?"-Zayn

*sighs* everything.. my past, you.. us.. the kids.. everything

[malikismyhero-blog]

*wraps my arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer* "Kinda.. you know I can always feel it when you're not sleeping next to me"-Zayn

*smiles, kissing you* I'm sorry baby, I couldn't sleep and... I came here to think. I always come here and think. 

[malikismyhero-blog]

*finds you on the balcony, smiles and sits down next to you*-Zayn

*looks up at you, whispers* heyyy *smiles as you sit next to me* did i wake you up? *pouts*

[malikismyhero-blog]

*wakes up as I can't feel you sleeping next to me, rubs my eyes, smiles down at Nas, places her on the bed, covering her up with the blanket, then goes searching for you*-Zayn

*covers myself with the blanket, drinking tea and looking down at my scars, remembering what kind of a mess I used to be, plays the music from my phone quietely*