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[rockhopperboy]

officially moved/remade !! i might come back to this url in time when there’s less followers but for now im just using it as an archive ! ask for new url !

[rockhopperboy]

tagged by @kagehyamah !!

Rules: Repost this and tag ten people you want to get to know better.

FAVORITE… Fictional Characters: there’s like 20 but of course Nagisa Hazuki !! and Son Goku from Saiyuki also Romano from Hetalia and gosh Fudou Akio l ook there’s a lot Books: lord of the flies !! and can i say the hq!! manga bc man that manga Anime: ohh i love one piece and inazuma eleven and tsuritama and do i ever stop talking about Free! i mean r eally Favorite TV Shows: *whispers* ghost adventures Favorite Beverages: strawberry lemonade !! and any fruit juice or smoothies really  Favorite Foods: pho soup !! or anything w/noodles really also pastries/bread frick i love bre ad also fruit !! strawberries are the best ! Last Movie I’ve Seen in Cinemas: Jurassic world !! i think ? Dream Holiday: ok r eally gay but anywhere w/my qpps really i don’t care where aNYWHERE BUT H ERE Dream Wedding: sONIC W EDDING but tbh i don’t ?? like the idea of a wedding for me i’d rather not ^^;; Dream Job: a costume designer !! for professional cosplay oR A PROFESSIONAL COSPLAYER 

and i tag anyone that wants to do it !

[rockhopperboy]

d o you ever look through a sketchbook and find a note from someone you never got to know better bc you were too scared ev en though you really liked them and they gave you 500 chances to date them but now you c a n’t even talk to them wow r i p my heart out

[rockhopperboy]

top 10 kpop songs !! tagged by blondyixing​

1) call me baby - exo 2) just right - got7  3) view - shinee  4) hey you - cnblue 5) joah - jay park  6) where did you come from ? - bts 7) what’s happening ?/what’s going on? - b1a4  8) is it only me ? - block b 9) second confession - btob 10) adore u - seventeen

[rockhopperboy]

man i wish i was !! Worth Something !! boy what is it like to m ATTER 

[rockhopperboy]

e ve ryone keeps asking if i’m excited for college and acting like i’m supposed to be so happy and so psyched and i 

i f eel like i should be i have moments where i am b u t mostly i jus t

i feel like i’m going to di e

i feel like i’m leaving e ve rything i’m used to and everything i know and everyone that ma tters to go and d ie

and i k eep telling myself it’s not permanent he ll it’s just a few months but

but it feels so Final it feels so Wrong and i don’t f eel ready i don’t feel like this is what i wanted but it also is it really really is an d

it’s just hitting me right now 

it’s hitting my so h ard it’s hitting me and coiling around my throat and my stomach hur ts i’m going to college i’m going to college and i’m so s cared

and it do esn’t help that no one else seems the slightest bit worried no one else is ever sort of scared they’re excited or re laxed and just ‘oh yeah college of course i’d go to college next’ like it’s another year of high school and i

i’m so s cared

[rockhopperboy]

[mental illness intensifies]  co ooo o l

[rockhopperboy]

i fe el absolutely Disgustin g i fee l so re volting i feel disgusting disgusting disgu st in g no one ev er tou ch me i don’t de serve to be touched i’m fu ck ing disgustin g