I went to local event (I was so brave)
Today I was at comics event! I kinda had to force myself to go since, as I previously said, my anxiety got worst again. But I'm so happy that I went there!
There was A LOT of people selling their zines so I went a bit crazy with spending but oh my, what a bust of creativity <3
And surprise surprise people were actually nice, like really nice. I got compliments about my makeup and even chit chatted a bit with one artist about riso printing (and I bought her zine, there is a link to her instagram). Maybe I will do some zine review although most of them are not in english.
On (even) more personal note- I got "cozy" in my anxious state, kinda isolating myself and going out become scary for me- but I went and reminded myslef that people are generally nice. Like sure someone maaay pick at my look or something but mostly poeple are nice. And if you are also nice then it's very likely you will have some nice interactions. Even those small talks about riso or silly sticekers or other things made me feel better. Also the weather was so sunny, I saw many dogs and flowers outside so touching grass really do helps, hehe.
