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mother is back from vacation

i cannot wait until the day i never have to talk to a single one of these people ever again

#its literally going to feel so fucking good to cut them all off #like thats the only thing keeping me going right now #apr26

mother has stopped going to therapy and has turned to chat gpt for relationship advice

#I NEED TO GET OUT OF HEREEEEE #apr26

three years until i can move out.....

#if we're being realistic. three and a half... maybe four.....#But Dont Worry About That. i'll be gone in three years.....#mar26

lost a t for the first time today. found her within like 5 minutes of realizing she was gone but i really dont know what i would have done if i hadnt found her. but i didnt even really panic because i was like well im going to find her. like theres not really any chance that i dont. and she was hiding in the second place i looked just waiting for me....

#i have absolutely no idea how long she was out.#but she was so so so so so brave.... i had to shove her around a little to get her into the deli cup i grabbed but she didnt bolt At All.#just walked in no problem #i need to figure out names for the ts like its getting actually dire now #mar26

never have i known a jealously so terrible....

#mar26 #SOMNO

you can't have the life you want..... you can't have the life you want. you can't have the life you want when you don't even want it in the first place.

#losing my mind just a little bit i want to feel wanted so badly #i feel like such an unlovable unlikable fucked up thing #and i just want to feel wanted.#mar26

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the dysphoria so bad

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and you know what at least im not here anymore...... at least i can be grateful for that

#mar26

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have been shitting nothing but straight liquid for almost 48 hours #2026ismyyear

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hospital visit yesterday for this because it turns out if u shit ur entire body weight in liquid u gotta drink it back againnnn and if u dont well they put u on iv fluids and u dont piss for threeeeee hours. #2026ismyyear

#mar26

when i get too excited to talk to someone and i break a rule

#mar26

have been shitting nothing but straight liquid for almost 48 hours #2026ismyyear

#mar26

leaving for galentines and i lowkey dont want to gooooo cuz i put myself in a bad mood. when i KNEW i was putting myself in a bad mood and had every opportunity to STOP putting myself in a bad mood.

#END ALL LIFE ON EARTH ‼️‼️‼️‼️#feb26 #im literally praying i can write tomorrowbecause i need it. i needdd it

i hate my mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#i cannot wait until the day i can finally go no contact jesus christ #feb26

the way that shit TANKED 😭😭

#but its been a big spending month for me so like. makes sense #jan26

ALEX IS LEAVING.

#jan26 #psmt

another person followed me back who i have NOOOO IDEA. who they are or when i followed them or why. they have a list of recent url changes and i didnt recognize a single one.... HELLO?

#jan26

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