Tallulah's Writing

not all true stories, some of them are. all real feelings.

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Throw me in chains

And walk away

I would give most any part of me

To see the look upon your face

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Holding my wrists

When he does it, it's like he's putting me in my place emotionally doing something physically. When you do it, it's like you're holding me in place because I might disappear if you don't. I might shake out of existence. I might end up outside this plane of existence if you let go and I finish

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Any time I need to see you

I just close my eyes

I keep going round in circles

I’m just lost this time

All I want

All I see

Every time

You’re here with me 

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Costumes and rum Were supposed to be fun Must have been something I was asking for Must have been something I asked for Swords and fruit Were kinda cute Why is it I can't remember your face What is it about your face Music and rum Are supposed to be fun Is this something I was asking for Must have been something i was asking for Red lips and short skirts Make me come first You said this is something I'm asking for Must be something I'm asking for

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Norse Murder Hobo Bromance

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Saccharine, nicotine, and you All of the unhealthy things I really want to do

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My Life has Become a Boring Pop Song

Boy meets girl

maybe this is where it ends

boy meets girl

no, this is where it begins

boy meets girl

everything seems perfect

boy meets girl

always ends with regret

and everything here has happened before

all of this and maybe more

you’re the one that started this

why’d you have to start this?

boy meets girl

repeating history

boy meets girl

he had to kiss me

and everything here has happened before

all of this and maybe more

you’re the one that started this

why’d you have to start this?

You started it

you ended it

somehow I have to defend it

why’d you have to start this?

and I’ll be living in a boring pop song

until something better comes along

here comes the cliche

a boring pop song every day

and everything here has happened before

all of this and maybe more

you’re the one that started this

why’d you have to start this

boy meets girl

and breaks my heart

boy meets girl

predicted it from the start

and everything here has happened before

all of this and maybe more

you’re the one that started this

why’d you have to start this

and everything here has happened before

all of this and maybe more

you’re the one that started this

why’d you have to start this

why’d you have to start this

Your intentions may have run amiss

but you’re still the one that started this.

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Might’ve asked too much

treating me with respect

promise I’m not in love

not something I could forget

I guess you don’t know me

not like I thought

I can challenge some feelings

but not avoid them all

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I never asked for your help

I don’t know what I’d say

Just keep digging deeper to hell

becoming more afraid

You came off like my miracle

you strengthened my faith

I didn’t ask for a miracle

so you didn’t stay

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I thought about calling him

I thought about calling you

because I was drunk, empty lonely

and that’s what I used to do

Would it be worth it?

Another chance at breaking down

Would it be worth it?

Only to have you inside me now

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Can’t say I’m over you now

There’s a lot in my head

and I’m trying to figure it all out

and it’s over

and you mean it

I’m not sure what to make of this

It was for the best, wasn’t it?

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I almost held it together

I almost put myself first

I almost was able to forget her

I almost lost my shirt

She will always be my almost

I almost got better I almost survived

She will always be my almost

It was almost over

I almost tried

She will always be my almost

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Sometimes you gotta wonder if you can learn Someone knowing the real you isn't the same as them having charisma to burn

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Save for later

Help me, I think I'm falling in love. I have a feeling this is going to be another giant mistake.

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I have scars on my arm

and holes in my face

I have an inability

to let things slip away.

Can’t stop

Won’t stop

and I’ll take it all off

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That's how I knew I was in love.

I was high. I had never felt this way before. Not with people I cared about. Not by myself. Everything was perfect and open I felt everything. I didn’t know how I could feel rejection and joy at the same time, but I could, and I did. The same beat came around, I’m not sure if someone was playing it or it was in my head, but it wouldn’t stop. It might have been blood rushing through my ears. I was warm and comfortable. Nothing could bring me down and if it did, it couldn’t keep me there. Everything was perfect. I was full. I was the only one there and the screaming had stopped. That’s how I knew I was in love. I was just hoping this never had to end.

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Chewing on my brain

each and every day

can’t stop

won’t stop

It’s a new chase

It’s a new trade

can’t stop

won’t stop

fixing everything

solving nothing

can’t stop

won’t stop