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just remembered there's people out there who genuinely see theo as a straight man the thought sent me into a fit of terror i almost convulsed

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read a thiam fic yesterday where Liam was a dread doctor spy along with Theo and both Theo and Liam basically tricked the McCall pack together and Theo doesn’t go to hell and they were established from the beginning and it was amazing and so deliciously written that I need copious amounts of fics with that exact premise or maybe not that exact premise but something similar with Theo and Liam being insane to both other people and each other please and thank you

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Liam and Theo look at each other too much me thinks

Like do you even know how many edits I have downloaded of them just looking at each other? Like just clips of Liam looking at Theo or Theo looking at Liam or both of them looking at each other what is going on

If not homosexual y so much homoerotic eye contact?

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Is it so bad that I want to read a fic where everyone is happy and there are no problems? Like dont get me wrong I adore angst and all it entails but thiam is already such an angst ship (both individually and together) in canon and reading angst day in and day out of my favs is NOT good for my mental health.

Like. I just want a post canon fic where the pack is hunting for monroe and no one hates Theo anymore(give the dude a break he literally went to hell) and he’s part of the pack and Liam and Theo have a little slowburn/fastburn/moderateburn wherein they are insane for one another, as they usually are

Is that too much to ask for?

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Rant time! Its 12am so ofcourse the thiam obsession is creeping back and i just want to talk about what everyone has talked about which is The Elevator Scene.

Ok.

So we all know that scene, yeah but like. Lets talk about the before. So Scott calls Theo when he was about to dip from beacon hills(i think. I have not watched this show in 2 years everything I'm saying may very well be complete bs) and he specifically tells Theo to get ‘liam’ and the others out of there because of the hunters(?is that even correct?) and Theo hauls ass back to the hospital JUST in time to grab Liam and shove them both back into the elevator.

Its just. Do you realise the amount of times Theo has saved Liam? Like, not just from danger but from himself aswell. Theo has saved Liam so many times and i just Dont. get it?

Like you can, of course, argue that it's because Liam brought Theo back from hell and he feels indebted to the guy but i frankly just Dont believe that and i never will

Why? Because even though Liam brought Theo back SCOTT allowed him to stay out of hell. Lets all be real here. If Liam had not managed convinced Scott to let Theo stay his ass would have been back underground. Liam was insistent, yeah, but Scotts his alpha. He would have put theo back if he(Scott) really wanted him to. So, realistically, i feel like he'd be more indebted to Scott rather than Liam.

Of course he's still be grateful to Liam but not grateful enough to be running up and down beacon hills to save Liam from every and all mortal or non-mortal peril yk?

Like i feel like we forget as a community that Theo is SELFISH and not a really nice guy. Like he's one of my favourite characters of all times but he was not a good person in s5 and yeah he reformed in s6 (best character development arc Imo) but there's just some traits that have been so ingrained in you that you Dont really forget them and i hc that Theo still struggles trying to fight some of the instincts he's used to (spying, lying, idk counting the amount of heartbeats whenever he walks in a room YOU GET IT) and if it was, for example, stiles or fuck idk Scott, would Theo do the same for them?

Those might potentially be bad examples but literally think of ANY other teen wolf character: would Theo do for them what he did for Liam? Would he? I Dont think so.

So Scott mentions Liam is at the hospital and in danger and Theo goes immediately, like turns that truck Around lmfao, and he saves Liam and then he opens his mouth and utters the lie ‘Look, I'm not dying for you’ because not only is he a lying liar who lies he's is also an emotionally repressed lying liar who liars.

Because in the same hospital in 6a(? Is it 6a or am i tripping) he literally made himself bait. There's a chance that Theo could have been shot and would have been forgotten. There's even potentially a chance that he could have been killed and sent back to the place he would have done ANYTHING to not go back to and what does he do? He sacrificed himself for Liam. FOR LIAM

And the thing is, i feel like before Scott called Theo, he would have been out of beacon hills in a flash. He potentially sacrificed his only chance to leave that hellish town because of Liam. Liam.

Liam is the only one that Theo continuously saves over and over and over again throughout s6 hell even SEASON 5 and yeah that was because of his mega evil plan but still. Theos just intentionally proving my point rn

So Theo lies and Liam lies back and they have that ultra gay stare down in that stupid fucking elevator and then Theo looks down and i know that it's a popular hc that Theo looks at his lips but me and many others choose to believe that Theo looks at liams heart because one of the many differences between these two hooligans is that Theo is an EXCELLENT liar and Liam is…. not. So when Liam lies ‘Im not dying for u either’ Theo can tell and ohmygodtypingthisoutismakingmemadwhyweretheynotcanon

And then they fight together and quite literally take bullets for one another (this ship makes me laugh why are they like this) after professing their fraudulent lies and Theo takes gabes pain and then they fuck nasty in the hospital bathrooms the end

LMAO I FUCKING HATE THIS SHOW AHDBBDHDBD

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My notes for my wips are so fucking funny cause how am i supposed to know the vibe of what I'm writing rn. Like I've been stuck for the past 10 minutes because past me doesn't know how to note effectively

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every day I wake up and wish I hadn't

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Haven’t rewatched teen wolf in over two years so I may very well be wrong but yk that scene where Theo’s in the holding cell at the sheriff’s office and he tells Liam that he won’t talk until they break the sword and Liam just. Breaks the sword? Yeah that scene

Liam Dunbar, someone who not only knows but was a witness and victim to Theo’s insanity for the entire of season 5, willingly breaks the ONLY THING he has to put theo raeken, murderer, assumed ‘psychopath’, and a cunning bastard, back in hell, and subsequently back to his punishment just because he needed theo to talk about stiles(?) like is it just me or is the outcome and the sacrifice not balanced?

And Hayden is RIGHT THERE and it’s SO obvious she doesn’t want Liam to break the sword because, again, it’s the only way for them to put theo back in hell, but Liam breaks it anyway because of course he does. It’s theo. If liams not insane for him who else would he be insane for?

Like did I hallucinate this or did it actually happen why are thiam the way they are

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Viscerally craving a fic wherein Liam is kidnapped by monroe or some other supernatural specie or another pack or something and theo goes to Scott and is like ‘I’ve made progress I know I have but all of that might be for nothing, following today. After I find him, and I will find him, I can’t promise you that what I will do to them will even be in the realm of humane but I can’t let them get away with this. Punish me in all the ways you deem fit but only after I get Liam back’ and Scott’s allows him to go maim/kill/torture liams kidnappers not because he likes it (he in fact fucking hates it) but because he knows theo would do it anyway. Scotts not blind but damn sometimes he wishes he was

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Do you ever think about thiam and be like ‘damn we really could have had it all if they made those two losers canon’ because shipping thiam sometimes is so fucking ridiculous sometimes because I really don’t know if me and thousands of other people are all just collectively looking at these two with rose-tinted glasses and think they’re in love or that they actually LOOK at each other like that. What do u mean Liam literally brought theo back from hell? And was one of the only people who fought tooth and nail for Theo to stay out of it? What do you mean that Theo quite obviously became Liams anchor when Hayden left? What do you mean that Theo CONTINUOUSLY saved Liams ass over and over again after being shown as a selfish and deceitful person throughout the previous season? What do you MEAN that they parallel a CANON couple? What do you mean that most all of Theo’s smile are because of Liam? What do you mean that Liam became Theo’s grounding person since he doesn’t need an anchor(Liam said Theo’s name in that scene and Theo snapped out of the hallucination of Tara I’m going crazy)? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER SO LOVINGLY AND YEARNFULLY AND BEAUTIFULLY?????? WHAT DO YOU MEANN???

Do u ever think about thiam because I do

Like the context of thiam is so insane how were they not canon im going crazy

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Friends(?) with benefits thiam fic excerpt:

A short huff of air leaves the parting of his lips in surprise and he means to pull away, he really really does, but one of Liam’s hands slips from the hinge of his jaw to the side of Theo’s neck, thumb pressing against his pulse point, and Liam tilts his head to the right just so, and, suddenly, Theo might actually just cease to exist if Liam takes his hands off of him for even a second.

It’s like a waterfall washing over him, the passion of it. Droplets falling in rivulets all over his skin like prick needles, Liam squeezing his neck, his jaw, his tongue opening up Theo’s mouth like a pandora box, curses of things unsaid falling out of him.

During all of their previous kisses, Theo has always managed to hold some modicum of control within himself. He gives his all but not his everything. He makes Liam know he wants him, but not that he wants everything, not just the physical parts. He reins himself in when his want manifests at the tip of his fingernails, when it feels like he’s leaving prints of everything he feels for Liam on the werewolf’s skin, on the skin he can’t have. He holds himself back, mostly.

He doesn’t do it now.

It’s like water. It’s a dam, spilling out of him, flooding his senses. Control? He lost that time and time ago in the face of Liam. When he crawled out of the rubble of hell to see Liam at the chasm of it, it was gone, ripping away from him. Theo doesn’t let his arms list at his sides, he doesn’t try to stagnate anything in him. Liam’s taking and taking and taking all that Theo’s giving him and this time Theo’s taking right back

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immortal vampire James potter and reincarnated regulus black who were lovers like in the 1800s but regulus dies in his arms(which fucking sucks) and they meet randomly on a Tuesday morning at a coffee shop and James’s heart starts and stops again right in that very moment as he stares into achingly familiar grey steely eyes that look at him with no recognition and tries his very best not to have a fucking mental breakdown in the middle of a Starbucks at 9:13 am in the morning.