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kinda-scared-of-you

saw this carved into a tree today

#phan #dan and Phil

myspacepoet

its fall out person now. because of woke.

#fall out boy #fall out person

astradyke

phil lester who wears the we're all doomed hat like a wedding ring. phil lester who says dan's name like it's a pet name. phil lester who takes a thousand photos of dan and every single one is a mosaic of how phil sees him. phil lester who riles dan up just so dan acts like a bastard about it and phil can giggle at him. phil lester who didn't want dan to move out, who didn't want dan to leave their joint work behind. phil lester who heard dan say that he needed to explore his dark painful experiences alone in gay but not proud and replied, okay, i'll be in here, you do this alone but i'm not going anywhere. phil lester who only says dan in his videos, as if everyone knows who dan is, because how could they not? phil lester who writes dan into his videos even when he's not there. phil lester who has a soulmate, right, and he calls him dan, and he takes stupid photos of him, and he keeps his name in his throat during the hiatus, and it means everything.

#dan and phil #i love everything

gaythewholetime

here is the full q&a from yesterday enjoy

#phan

i love being a teenager and i love loving dan and phil and i love listening to emo music and i love listening to pop music and i love tumblr and i love being a "social outcast" and i love my mom and i love video games and i love being queer and i love having the future ahead of me and i love being young and whimsical

#phan #dan and phil #fall out boy #mcr #the phandom tends to be pretty rude and exclusionary (especially exclusionary) to teenagers these days ive found but idc #i love dan and phil and being in this community and i refuse to be affected by adults trying to tell me i dont have a place here #thats mostly twitter but tumblr is still kinda scary for me in that aspect #anyway i will live my teenage years how i want to live them and i know thats the best option for my future and obviously for right now

tamaxinof

I feel really bad for having such an intense obsession with dan and phil even though i havent done anything online (or irl) that could actually impact them. like these people dont know me and all i think about is them. of course, a part of it is because its a hyperfixation but beyond that i do genuinely love them and that makes me feel like shit. why do i love these people? is that unhealthy? i mean, its in human nature, right? thats just what people do. of course, im aware that the "them" im referring to are the internet personalities that arent really them in their personal lives (which ill be honest i dont really care about unless they share it with us) but should i love them? the obsession hasnt caused any harm to anyone. in fact, it's saved me from truly hitting rock bottom. but should that be true? isnt it selfish and weird to put/have put my life in the hands of people who dont even know what my favourite colour is? but also i didnt have anything else at a time of complete depression so how is that weird? but also it just is, man. maybe??

mouldywalls

yeah i feel this way a LOTTT too, it feels genuinely insane to know literally everything a complete stranger has made public. I just try to make the distinction between Dan and Phil (the real life people) and Dan and phil (the characters they portray online). obviously there is a LOT of overlap between the two but they're sharing what they want us to enjoy, be entertained and hopefully love. everyone wants to be loved or liked, weather it's them as people or the media they create or the blury line between the two, they understand and share it for a reason. your not selfish for finding comfort in what they've shown us, ur coping, it's healthy and it's okay. like you said you haven't done anything to hurt anyone from finding comfort or some lvl dependency on them, so try not to feel guilty for it, only if you had done that would it be truly "weird"

tamaxinof

Oh thank u so much !! It’s really comforting to know I’m not alone. :) <3 it means a lot 💕

#honestly some of this post is me talking to myself because i feel the exact same way as you pp #< prev #that was my nickname in highschool…#(/j)

I feel really bad for having such an intense obsession with dan and phil even though i havent done anything online (or irl) that could actually impact them. like these people dont know me and all i think about is them. of course, a part of it is because its a hyperfixation but beyond that i do genuinely love them and that makes me feel like shit. why do i love these people? is that unhealthy? i mean, its in human nature, right? thats just what people do. of course, im aware that the "them" im referring to are the internet personalities that arent really them in their personal lives (which ill be honest i dont really care about unless they share it with us) but should i love them? the obsession hasnt caused any harm to anyone. in fact, it's saved me from truly hitting rock bottom. but should that be true? isnt it selfish and weird to put/have put my life in the hands of people who dont even know what my favourite colour is? but also i didnt have anything else at a time of complete depression so how is that weird? but also it just is, man. maybe??