✦ — take me to neverland

ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ʜɪʟʟ • ᴛᴀᴛᴇ'ꜱ ᴍᴏᴍ 🕊️ • ᴍᴏᴅᴇʟ 'cause baby you're the right kinda wrong 🦋

[lapetitesyd]

If you could create your own girl power team, who would be part of it

Easy. @kjennerx @vicdangelis @taylorhillsfms @selxgcmez

[taylorhillsfms]

who needs charlie's angels when we have sydney's?

[taylorhillsfms]

private: please, i’m much better than edward cullen. at least i’m trying here. it’s one thing to try and express them, and it’s another actually talking about your feelings. since i’m clearly not understanding what you’re trying to convey here, then fucking tell me! be more specific here, please! It’s what I’m trying to do, but apparently I’m doing doing a good job. I just want to get through this press tour without us fighting over something so stupid. I want us to figure things out in person, and I know that, that might be difficult since I’m still in Europe. But I also want us to be clear with one another with what we want and what our intentions are. Because clearly, not talking about it prior to us getting involved has lead us to this mess. Now Taylor, what do you want? I do care about your feelings, okay, so lets stop insinuating that I don’t. Lying about fucking her? Huh? Alright then, well you do you.

private: then i don't understand why you can't pick up on all the signals i've been sending you. it's so fucking clear! i wanted you, or at least to know that we could potentially grow into something more. i wanted to see roses left on my doorstep before you left for europe. just a small gesture to show that you wanted me as much as i wanted you. i'm all for equality, but something that shows me that you're the guy who wanted the girl.. but if that's not what you want, then at least have the decency to tell me, so i can get you out of my mind sooner rather than later. this is not a stupid fight, ryan! and yes, you could have reached out to me before getting on that plane. do you want to fuck her? have you considered it?

[vsecretandmore]

[taylorhillsfms]

private: we’re all meant to go through heartbreak in this life, but i honestly don’t know what you want from me. i’ve been trying since day one to read you and your intentions. you say that it’s clear i only want one thing, but the same could of been said of you. without you communicating, i’m only lead to believe that you also just want sex. I do care about your feelings, just so you know, I’m not a complete ass. I’m not, so really, you’re getting worked up for nothing. I don’t...it’s not like we’re exclusive.

private: okay, edward cullen, it's not like i haven't been expressing my feelings, but it seems like you don't understand what i'm trying to say. so let's fucking communicate! i mean, that's exactly what we're doing right now, aren't we? what do you want, ryan? because if all i wanted was sex, i would have made that intention crystal clear from the start. but it doesn't seem you care about my feelings when you are acting like an ass.. and you're lying.. one thing is that i'm fucking someone else, another is to give you his name.

[taylorhillsfms]

private: It’s kind of hard to know what you want when you don’t speak up, Taylor. I’m not a mind reader, I need you to tell me what you want. If not we’re going to continue on this life cycle. Apparently does matter if you’re getting worked up about it, so please, tell me what you were going to say. Do you think I’m fucking her? Is that why you’re so upset over this? If you did announce that you had a guy over I wouldn’t even make a fuss. You’re free to do what you want.

private: because i don't want to set myself up for a heartbreak when it's abundantly clear that you only want one thing. your lack of interest pretty much says all that needs to be said. and no! do you have any idea how humiliating it is to open up to you when you're being so insensitive about everything i've said so far? are you fucking her? so you don't mind? well then..

[taylorhillsfms]

private: While you are correct, I haven’t called you in a hot second. I don’t even remember the last time we saw each other, it’s been that long. No I know it goes both ways. Well well well, I didn’t think that was going to piss you off so quickly or at ll for that matter. Uhm, no? I’m with her because I want to be with her? She’s my best friend and I’ve known her for years...am I not allowed to be with her? Sorry, that I can’t be the loving and kind Canadian everyone wants me to be.

private: that's not fair.. i genuinely thought we had an unspoken agreement regarding our work schedules. didn't think it meant we stopped… you know what, apparently it doesn't matter. don't act dumb! how did you expect me to react when you tell me that you're with another girl? you could have spared me that information. it's not like i announce whenever i have a guy over… right..

[taylorhillsfms]

private: I don’t know? Anytime I tend to get busy you get upset over the fact that I’m not giving you attention? But that’s a topic for another day. You are reaching out, and it’s good to hear from you again. I am with Emma, yes. Am I suppose to tell you this in a formal way or? Well here we are, and you’re thinking “screw Ryan”, aren’t ya?

private: oh, maybe because you don't mind calling me when you're in the mood. it goes both ways, ry. no, no, we can discuss both topics now that you've managed to piss me off. so you're not telling me that you're with emma to get a reaction out of me? that's grand, ryan.. didn't take you for being a dick.

[taylorhillsfms]

private: Press is going really well if I’m being honest with you. If you know that I’m busy and respect it, then why do I have a feeling you’re mad about me not answering the calls? It’s not because I’m ignoring you at all, I’m just busy. I also have Emma with me, so yanno, trying to be the best host ever right now. I’m good. How are you?

private: why would i be mad at you for that when i know you're busy? i'm reaching out here, aren't i? you're with emma.. and you're just telling me that as casually as possible, like it's no big deal? well, thank you for sharing that information.. didn't think i'd go to bed thinking "screw ryan".

[taylorhillsfms]

private: so.. how's press tour going? i tried calling you a few times last week.. i get that you're busy and i completely respect that, but.. i don't even know where i'm heading with this.. just ignore it. are you okay? @rycngcsling

[vsecretandmore]

[vsecretandmore]

[justkarliekloss]

jcastillophoto: @taylor_hill & @karliekloss for #VeryRaplh premiere night at the @metmuseum ✨✨ #35mm

[karlieklosss]

@taylorhillsfms

[karlieklosss]

hey there, tay tay, you beautiful creature! when can i expect my much-needed tay fix? i've been missing you like crazy! how have you been? spill all the details i've missed, and i'll catch you up on my side too. / @taylorhillsfms

[taylorhillsfms]

kar, you divine goddess! i'm actually in LA at the moment, so if you're around, i'd love to see you and shower you with hugs. not as much as i've been missing you, my sweetness. um… i haven't been doing so well lately, but it's getting better. private: so, my dog passed away, and i reached out to holland for some company… i can't seem to stay away for some reason. then shawn asked me to spend the weekend at his place, but it's strictly as friends, so there's nothing going on there. what about you? please, tell me everything about you and tay.

[taylorhillsfms]

Give us a status report on something you did today.

watched vanderpump reunion.. here's my opinion. ariana is a queen and her dress screamed revenge. lala and james, um yas. lisa, jesus christ... tom/tom and rachel, just... no. conclusion; i need a life.

[taylorhillsfms]

Celebrity crush?

christian bale is on my wishlist every single year, and i can't tell you why. @tayloralllison , @babybbellshadid , @kjennerx and @cmila-morrone you need to step up your gift game.

[austinelvisbutler-deactivated20]

3 people you'd like to get to know better.

@taylorhillsfms

@mclissabarrerc

@avril-hq

[velvetysage]

camilamorrone: oh wait what now...

[taylorhillsfms]

taylormariehills: what happened? @ camilamorrone