* 𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑬𝑵 / 𝑩𝑶𝒀

one day you opened up your eyes inside of you, inside a world, inside a universe you didn't get to choose. you didn't get to pick the rules or pick the P A S T or set the pace, or cast the cast and crew, you didn't get to pick your starting place. and though it was a race you didn't understand you simply lined up on the blocks and when the P I S T O L popped you ran.

[tcllulahs]

imssg: open

LOLA: turns out i suck at uno and a bunch of 8 year olds are calling me 'infinito' now

LOLA: because i had... infinite cards.

LULA: probably bc uno sucks

LULA: everyone knows crazy 8s is where it's at

LULA: also 8 yr olds are all demons that don't wash their hands and they probably cheated

[tcllulahs]

imssg: open

PENNY: the post office told me today that i’m their best client.

PENNY: turns out nobody else online shops from camp? boring.

LULA: i already have everything i need man

LULA: plus i don't want the fbi man watching me to steal my credit card information i know he's just gonna use it for something stupid

[tcllulahs]

erin.

To combat the smile making an appearance, Erin promptly rolled her eyes. In fact, the dramatics of her actions were so much that one would think she would get an injury from her expression. “Hm….I mean hard to say. Do you think half of these people would let you near their ass? Everyone is so goddamn uptight- there’s probably already a stick up there so…or maybe a bottle of Jack Daniels? How else are they going to smuggle alcohol into this place?” 

the girl’s brows knitted together instantly, as if the very idea of someone not letting her close to their ass was unfathomable. “ why would they not let me ?? do you remember when nicki said somebody point me to the best ass eater ?? she was talking about ME, ” lula said with the click of her tongue, as if to emphasize her point somehow. “ listen, i promise if i get near anyone’s ass i’ll pull it all out, whatever they’ve got down there. if we’re lucky they’ll have tequila too. if not, well—i have my own alcohol i can share, and i promise it’s been nowhere near my anus. ”

[tcllulahs]

theo.

「 for @tcllulahs! 」

“ lula, i have a serious question. ” theo had only taken a few swigs from his hidden flask, but it’d been a little while since his last dalliance with jameson – he felt a slight warm buzz. finding lula to discuss an interesting theory or two had seemed ideal. “ what is not a social construct ?? maybe nietzsche’s right and nothing matters. ” he chuckled, discovering genuine hilarity in the existentialism of his babbling.

“ as someone who self-identifies as a professional nihilist, i can honestly say that my man friedrich knew what he was goin’ on about, ” she said, words followed by a few slow nods. “ everything is a social construct ‘cause nothing matters and nothing is even REAL, man. nothing exists. the only thing you can be sure of, is that you can’t be sure of anything at all. ” a small sigh escaped her lips, gaze drifting up to the starry sky above them. these solipsistic moods were a common theme when she was as high as she was right then, eyes red and droopy with a goofy smile plastered onto her face.

[tcllulahs]

erin.

“So listen…..what do you say we just….I dunno….get out of here?” Erin raised a brow at the person opposite. Fingers rattled against her hip, her stance firm, “I’m starting to feel that this isn’t really the place for me….and I get the feeling this might not be the place for you either. I mean come on- who picked this god awful music?”

“ oh thank GOD, ” the words escaped the blonde’s lips in a low groan as she practically clung to the other’s arm, leaning probably a little too much weight onto her. “ i was starting to think you’d never ask and we’d be stuck listening to this garbage until the end of this timeline. ” lula huffed out a sigh, straightening out her posture as she placed her hands upon her hips. “ i mean, who's ass do i have to eat to get some polka bumpin’ in this joint, am i right ?? ”

[tcllulahs]

     hello friends i’m moose !! i’m 20, she/her, & ur 27th fave canadian chillin in the cst. this is my………garbage character named tallulah. she’s an oddball but i hope u like her !! i’d love to plot w all of you so just LIKE THIS or HMU if you want to plot !! i don’t have a plot page or a full bio up yet, but i do have her pinterest here if u wanna check it out. some info about her under the cut. tw mentions: depression, anxiety, self harm, sexual assault, drug use.

is that - ̗̀(SCARLETT LEITHOLD) ̖́- ? no, it’s just - ̗̀(TALLULAH FARROW) ̖́ - – TALLULAH identifies as (CISFEMALE) and is best described as [ECCENTRIC] i’ve heard (SHE) is a 20 year old - ̗̀(CAMP COUNSELOR) ̖́- which explains why (SHE’S) so [EXUBERANT & IMAGINATIVE], but i also heard [SHE SLEEPS WITH HER DRUG DEALER FOR FREE SCORES]

she was born n raised in portland!!!!! but she moved to minnesota when she was 8 after her dad got transferred @ his job !!

goes by various nicknames. lula is the most popular. 

she’s………indie af ??? that’s the easiest way to describe her tbh

like 99% of her wardrobe is vintage/thrifted

honestly just……a hipster piece of trash 

she’s also very loud and outspoken. will talk to anyone about absolutely anything. honestly??? the type of person to spark up a conversation with a random person at the grocery store for no reason.

yet, at the same time, she kind of keeps to herself a lot. a bit mysterious i guess

she probably spends 95% of her time @ coffee shops just staring out the window dramatically

she’s also very dreamy and like…..99% of the time she’s just in her own little world like not really paying attention

suuuper spacey. and kind of a weirdo ?? like she’s just…strange. says weird stuff. says literally everything that comes to her mind & has no filter whatsoever

rly into conspiracy theories & aliens & the supernatural & cryptids

it’s all she talks about tbh. not a day goes by that she’s not rambling on and on about some paranormal experience or the newest conspiracy theories.

she swears she’s seen bigfoot and she will TELL you the stories over and over. he’s definitely lurkin around the camp y’all.......she claims she saw him for the first time when she was at camp as a kid & she claims to have seen it more than once. she’ll sneak into ur bunk and night & try to convince u to go look for him w her

she’s very distrusting of the government and she likes to stay off the radar as much as she can. she didn’t have social media for the longest time bc she wanted to remain as anonymous as possible but eventually caved. but now she uses social media as a platform to tell everyone abt the proof of aliens & government conspiracies and also shit talk tr*mp

she’s also v open-minded like…..incredibly ?? it’s a bit wild. she’ll try anything, do anything, she doesn’t care. life it all about the experiences for her. deadass u could be like eat this cockroach and she’d b like ok munch munch

like honestly she just......will do anything. the FIRST person who will offer to lick a worm or something for 5 bucks she’s nuts

she also is a very platonically affectionate person ?? like…….she’ll kiss her friends why not?? nothing like a little make out to pass the time u know. can be very touchy sometimes, other times…..she needs her Space

doesn’t date much. can’t rly do commitment and........runs from all her problems

tw: depression, anxiety, self harm !! lots & lots of issues w anxiety, depression, and her own self-image. she refuses to acknowledge that she’s got any problems & mostly just....tries to run away from things. asdfg she’s always convinced she’s better when she doesn’t self harm for like....a week.

uses humor as a coping mechanism to deal with everything bc she cant face the FACTS

she’s been interested and in love with music her entire life. when she was younger, she started taking piano lessons when she was four and continued to years.

tw: sexual assault !! when she was twelve, she was sexually assaulted by her music teacher and quit without telling her parents why she wanted to

she quit music all together and was really discouraged for a long time. when she was about 14 she found a way to express herself and tell her story thru poetry which really helped her a lot, which eventually led to her writing songs and getting back into music

she’s not very open about what happened to her. she writes about it in her music

her music style is like…..really out there lmao. she’s like indie/folk/avant-garde like ??? 100% joanna newsom vibes u kno

her voice is really distinctive n like….interesting (think lorde meets billie eilish meets joanna newsom, and her instrument of choice is the harp. but she also plays piano, guitar, ukulele, and violin.

maybe one day she will be a successful musician and ppl will actually like her weird ass music but for now......she’s workin summers at camp asdfghj

when summer’s over she works as a receptionist at a vet clinic

she’s also got a like.....buzzfeed unsolved/conspiracy type youtube channel where she posts videos of herself discussing various conspiracy theories & also her goin on ghost & cryptid hunts like a weenie. she’s not like MAD famous or anything but she does have quite a few followers !!!! and she uses this like.....slight fame to get her music out there as well asdfghj

ya girl is.........basically always stoned out of her mind. the devils lettuce is her best friend...........she luvs the branch.........she fucks her drug dealer for free shit bc she’s broke but hey!!!!!! she’s not hurting anyone

wants to talk to ghosts all the time

thinks capitalism is a JOKE and the rich can suck it

however..................................she has a sugar daddy lowkey and is not complaining asdfghjk

basically never sleeps

she luvs to scoot & loves to skate. scoot or die bitch!!!!! catch her tryin to go tricks and falling on hr ass like a loser.

she’s always got lil sharpie & ink drawings on her legs mixed in w all the bruises and scrapes bc her clumsy ass........

idk what else to say just ??? here she is now just…………being extra & weird af. a bit bag of nuts that just kind of does what she wants and doesn’t rly care about what other people think of her.

she’s just out here looking for the Truth and playin the harp and gettin lit

i dont have a plot page or a full bio bc im a BITCH but tbh im down for all kinds of connections? ????? def some friends, best friends, childhood friends, neighbours, that good stuff. exes, hook ups, fwbs as well !!!! open 2 any gender identity bc ya girl luvs every1. also some ppl who think she’s like a total nut job would be fun LMAOOOO. and also.....ppl she can go ghost hunting and cryptid hunting with plsssss. or like someone who’s in her videos all the time. anything & everything pls.........im thorsty.........................................

[museinspo]

“She always had that about her, that look of otherness, of eyes that see things much too far, and of thoughts that wander off the edge of the world.”

— Joanne Harris (via wordsnquotes)

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