So here's my update on the past year and a half since everything that happened with K. Thing's we're going great with K, we we're best friends, talking about sex and cuckolding all the time, it was the perfect friendship for a wannabe cuckold like myself. By this point she had already got my best friend to betray me and go behind my back and she sucked him off. Then relayed the details to me in a very humiliating way, describing how much bigger he was than me, how much more of a man he was etc etc. The fact she had let me experience cuckolding on a very real level made me adore her even more. Then I found myself a girlfriend and our friendship took a hit. K knew I liked her but had told me in the past she didn't feel the same way back, but I think deep down she did because the second I started dating someone she wasn't the same and that was basically the end of our friendship. The friendship was amazingly fun while it lasted, it gave me my first experience of cuckolding and I wouldn't change a thing, I now know this isn't just a fantasy but definitely something I want in my life, I've never been more turned on than when K text me saying, "I'm meeting up with your best friend. Alone." Her humiliating me and describing the details of her giving him a blowjob in his car, the things he was saying to her and she was saying to him. Telling him he was a lot bigger than me... Everything was a turn on with her. As I said before, it was the perfect friendship for a wannabe cuckold and I'm said it's over but from then on my life's been great... Despite loosing the one person who's indulged in my cuckolding fantasies with me, I'd say it was worth it because with my current girlfriend I've ever been happier. We knew eachother for years and I liked her but she had a boyfriend so I never made a move, turns out she liked me too and when they broke up we suddenly ended up on a date together and things have went from there. After only about 6 months together she fell pregnant(she was on the pill.) We moved in together late last year and just over a month ago had a daughter. As far as my fantasies go nothing has really changed, I'm still in love with cuckolding and the occasional sissy fantasy. One thing that has changed since I stopped talking to K is how much my best friend makes an appearance in my fantasies now. Her giving him a blowjob and using him to humiliate me has made him the bull in every single one of my fantasies. If I close my eyes and think about my girlfriend fucking someone else, guess who that someone else is? Yup, my best friend... So that's my update. I warned you all it wouldn't be as exciting as the messages I had with K but a lot of people asked for it. Whether or not those people are still around or not I don't know. Hopefully I can get back to posting again soon!