Teya Mari💙

@teyaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Thea "goddess" Marie "bitter" <3 In short, I am the goddess of bitterness. There is no forever here on earth. You'll only get hurt. So be wise. Don't give everything to the person who will also leave. I am a panda and a vampire. Bow down now. Because I'll be the queen of the vampires someday. My mood changes every 0.3 seconds. Don't mess with me if you don't want to be killed by a panda with a scissors. I am also a princess. For my Father is the King of Kings.

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K: Break na tayo! Di na tayo magkasection. HAHAHAHA.

Me: Grabe. Nagkahiwalay lang tayo, iiwan mo na ko? :(

K: Dejk lang. Mamimiss kita. Puntahan mo kami sa Andro ah?

Me: Oo naman, pupuntahan kita sa Andro

Buti pa siya mamimiss ako hahahahahaha.

Nobody notices. Nobody cares. Everything hurts. Nobody cares. I thought you’ll be there for me. I know this hurts the both of us. But, I will stay. If you will stay, too. But, I don’t know already. I don’t feel important anymore. I don’t feel anything at all. I am always worried, I am always wondering how you’re doing. But none of it matters to you. Please, if you still want me in your life, Let me know. Because I’m so anxious about it. You don’t deserve someone like me in the first place. You deserve better. Yet you insist that I’m the best. I will never be the best. To anyone, even to you... I just wanna have a talk of what I feel right now.

But, I realize.. I have no one.

Where are you when I need you the most?

harknesswife

melodyhansen

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We’ll cast some light and you’ll be alright for now.

blunder

do you ever feel the need to ask someone if they still want you in their life because it always feels like they don’t care about you or that you are bothering them.

teyaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Me all the time.

spiritualinspiration2

I will never be enough.

I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve your love. You don’t deserve me. Why? You deserve someone better than me. My efforts and love? Those are not enough. For you deserve so much better. You deserve the best. You deserve all the love, attention and efforts in the world. And I will never be better and will never be the best for you. I’m just an ugly jealous bitch who causes you pain and makes you sad. I’m just a plan and ordinary girl that has bugged and disturbed your life. I’m just the girl who causes other people pain because you invested your time on me. Why don’t you regret it? I’m such a big waste of time. But no matter what I do, knowing that I don’t deserve you, I want you in my life and I will not let anything separate us. I love you so much but you deserve more.

heartaches

Why do these only happen when it’s about you? It hurts so much that I wanna cry my eyes out but I can’t because they’ll see me.

The thought of losing you kills me. After we planned all of that, the hindrances are what I feared. Because after all, I shouldn’t be a priority. And it will be fine even those plans are just plans. Because no matter how much I want to be with you, I love you so much and I want the best for you.

I know it’s a little too early to be dramatic about this. But, we’re aging. mabilis na lang ang 4 years. No matter what happens, I love you very much. We’ll trust God and His plans for us.

I shouldn’t be hurt. I shouldn’t act like a bitch. Because everything changes. Not everything stays the same. And all we could do is to accept.

Lahat ay nagbago na. Hindi ba? Minsan sobrang sakit, pero hindi ko pa kayang sabihin lahat. I feel a literal heartache every time this happens. But don’t worry, alam ko namang hindi lang ako yung nasasaktan. And I can manage. My feelings are so messed up. I get hurt on little things. And i’m sorry if I have to ask you, hindi ka pa ba napapagod? Kasi pagod ka na ata.