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decade of decay

the mask is so withered and worn,

after a decade of decay,

I never thought I’d still dream of you today,

so much time, so little answers, I don’t ache for love, or forgiveness,

but this great life I’ve built,

Has been fed by guilt,

the truth lies in the past,

and I pushed it all aside,

to protect your beautiful eyes,

from the monster in my life,

sometimes I wish I had died,

so the story would have ended there,

and i would be free of despair,

but that wouldn’t be fair,

and my punishment is the mask I am forced to wear,

stitch on the broken pieces,

so people can believe my smile,

That may never be real,

I got what I deserve,

and I accept it,

for what it is,

and what it will never be,

and I hope you’ll never see,

what I pretend is the real me,

my heart echoes with the sound,

of everything that makes my soul bleed,

And I can’t escape it in my sleep,

because I still see you there,

but I don’t feel you when I’m awake,

except today,

let the mask decay,

for just one more day,

stitch it on,

And pretend my real face is gone,

I need you to know I was a victim,

not a culprit,

although I know you’ll never see this,

I’m sorry for the vagueness,

#poem #original #poetry #horror #vintage #dark art #old love #nostalgia #nostalgic

Disgusting nostalgia,

Brings bitter sweet taste,

Reckless damage,

With a reckless recovery,

Things you wish you could say,

Barely take time in your day,

People echo,

And i have to swallow,

And I relive my hell,

But all I can do is wish you well

What happens when creativity dies in an artist,

Another block,

Ticking clock,

Pressures on,

Nobody won,

He was dead inside and that was okay,

But now he rots,

And withers away,

Another block,

He runs out of artistic ways too fill the sadness,

Truth is he never had it,

False positives,

Ruling negatives,

He ran out of ways,

To express his sadness,

And this,

Is his final good bye,

He doesnt miss it,

Yet his dreams crave it,

Hardwired to regret,

Never able to forget,

This is the end,

Of broken poetry,

#poem #poetry #original #last poem #goodbye

What do i know,

Sit 9 stories up,

Watch the cars go,

So small,

In a world were our pain shows,

Run away watch our pride glow,

Everythings your metaphor,

Times so slow,

To heal wounds from hells fire,

These veins where my sadness flow,

Collapse, pressures low,

This sadness isnt real,

So i heal,

Let my body peel,

But you walk over me,

And ill lay on the cold concrete,

Because im weak,

Cant you see,

Vulgarity in your intentions,

Fulfillment in jealousy,

Sparks tension,

Crass, fidelity,

False demonstrations,

Repeat false beliefs,

I dont want to be me anymore,

Ive become what i abhor,

#poem #original #poetry

Tide falls

Fantasy,

Vicious reality, coexisting

So tempting,

The warmth of an ache,

Calming the broken wraith,

Numbing fate;

Cold air, soothing dare,

But the path is clear,

Stagnant,

Luscious repent,

Whisper your stories,

Let me listen,

I want to know the world we live in,

Another tease,

Forgive me please,

ruined love,

Spawned more above,

War before peace,

But soon youll leave,

And repeat the cylce,

Love, death, reprisal,

Ill ride the wave until,

The tide falls,

#poem #original #poetry

Earths decay,

Acid rain,

Games played,

Youll rue the day,

Choices we were made,

Subculture built on our demise,

Counter culture, reverse, revise,

Money talks,

What path do you walk,

When our home is dying,

Governments lying,

And nobodys trying,

#poem #original #poetry

Laugh at the dead,

Scream at the living,

Rivers of red,

Blame the unwilling

Conversations dark,

Satirical remark,

Illiterate,

Reiterate,

Lost again,

Reaper's bargain,

#poem #original #poetry

Youre gonna miss you're chance,

Tainted life experience,

Go on a loving spree,

Plenty for you but, none for me,

So far so gone,

End it all, were done,

Go ahead make some noise,

But youve already made your choice,

Dont turn around again,

Cant start what has already began,

Reminisce the past,

Cant count on what wont last,

Youve missed your chance,

Tainted life experience,

#poem #original #poetry

Hostility,

Inability,

Process null,

Return closed,

Your thoughts are dull,

Strike a pose,

Find a dose,

Loop again,

If x = y,

Variables exist,

Only because you choose,

Your turn to cry,

You can't resist,

It's your time to lose,

#poem #original #poetry

Becoming what is,

What was is fading,

Slowly dying,

As the past decays,

It feeds what becomes,

Death is beckoning,

Its but a beginning,

To the next chapter,

Wrapped in vines,

Whats alive inside

#poem #original #poetry

Poison liquid sooths my throat,

Dig deep and built a moat,

People that feel like home,

How do I feel so alone,

Snowblind, cant hide,

Youll always want to die,

Paradise for a moment,

Stimulants to hold it,

Leave the doors,

Become a corpse,

Cold air sooths,

As my body slowly moves,

Im always empty,

And nobody can help me,

Comfort in blissful ignorance,

But I cant ignore their presence,

Painted white,

Dark of night,

Theres no such thing as bliss,

I just exist,

#poem #original #poetry

Tangled in the violence of love,

Desperations reign,

The bitter taste,

Copper tone,

underlying monotone,

This feeling isnt mine,

Blood fills the time,

Choatic peace,

The pleasure we seek,

Makes us weak;

#poem #original #poetry

Crooked smile,

Broken laugh,

Cracked tiles,

Numbing facts,

Empty time,

Another line,

Going blind,

So unkind,

This pretty white,

Ruined your life,

Razor blades,

Mind decays,

Beautiful leach,

Begins to preach,

Another soul for you to keep,

#poem #original #poetry #drugs

The slithering pain began to smother;

The aching desire,

Following the echoes of yesterdays scent;

Humble death, luscious repent,

#poem #original #poetry

that-dude9

“Each scar is a piece of art left from a dark time, each with its own reason, each with a thought behind it, never forgotten. Left as a dark art hidden under her sleeves”

— Scars

Its not that the past doesnt matter,

Its just irrelevant,

Remember the laughter,

Not the malevolence,

You take whats right,

Make it worthless,

Motivation disappeared with your might,

I hope youre sure of this,

#poem #original #poetry #siblings #tomysister

Ive opened my eyes,

To my devils inside,

Who am i?

Meaningless i exist,

Narcissist, pessimist,

Somehow an optimist,

Contradicting i know,

But its all i can hold,

My stories go untold,

I cant let my mind unfold,

Im never asleep,

Or awake,

Stuck in the middle,

Of this mental break,

Morals whither,

When im with her,

Kryptonite,

I cant fight,

It feels so wrong,

Maybe its right,

Its been so long,

Alone at night,

Selfish, with love to give,

Another contradiction,

Another binge,

#poem #original #poetry

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