For those who who may not have known, this was once a RP blog, for the crestfallen warrior from darksouls 1. I made it because at that time in my life I felt hopeless. I felt like I needed a outlet and this character spoke to me on a deeply emotional level. I felt at peace and in a weird way a little bit like I had a friend.
But time has passed and I changed as a person and things became much less dire. I moved across the country, I lost a good chunk of weight, I even started going back to school! I have gotten a completely fresh change on life and it has been great. During this time I have began to look back and see this blog time and time again silent, and sitting alone. Unfinished. So I thinks its about time we put a cap on it.
This blog (Officially) as a RP blog is over. The crestfallen warriors time has come and he has left for the end that greets him, not with fear but knowledge of that he has done quite a few things in the shrine, and met many kind hearted people. As for me, I have moved over to a actual personal blog so that I can reblog things, talk openly and so forth without feeling bad about it because..well you know. ((You can find it http://the-scrub-tub.tumblr.com/#
Lastly, I would like to say thank you. Thank you for the laughs, the love and the support in times when things seemed very dark. I enjoyed my time here and maybe one day I will visit it once more. Until then, stay safe.
((While many who still follow me here have not seen anything, I think for the new year, I am going to switch to a more.. personal blog. You know, so I can shit post freely and not feel bad. Stay tuned
Katara probably: I’m gonna RP as the shamwow guy
A Big Rubber Fist: GOD DAMMIT
Skeletor: HAHHA
Katara probably: “AND YOU SEE WHEN YOU USE SHAMWOW THE BLOOD JUST COMES RIGHT OFF”
*** Katara probably stabs firekeepers ***
*** Katara probably wipes down shotels ***
Katara probably: “BAM”
Katara probably: “GOOD AS NEW”
Skeletor: IM CRYING
Katara probably: “NOW THAT’S THE POWER OF SHAMWOW”
A Big Rubber Fist: HOLY SHIT
Harrison Feinstein: “YOUR GOING TO LOVE MY SOULS!”
Skeletor: gfdi
Skeletor: im
Skeletor: hearing IT IN HIS VOICE
Katara probably: “Have you heard of Trust Patches? If ever a man rubbed me the wrong way…”
Katara probably: “HE SHOULD’VE RUBBED ME THE RIGHT WAY WITH SHAMWOW!”
Katara probably: “GET OUT THE SCUFFS, BLOOD, AND GRIME OF ALL MY SINS!”
A Big Rubber Fist: Im in fucking tears
Katara probably: “ORDER NOW FOR 2 PACKS OF A SIMPLE PAYMENT OF 10,099 SOULS”
GiantDAd: oh my fuckin g god
Skeletor: IM
Katara probably: “YOU ORDER IN THE NEXT 10 MINUTES AND I’LL ADD THIS SHAMWOW RESIN FOR THE SINNER ON THE GO”
Long time no talk. Anyway, I won’t mince words, so I will get down to it.
I ain’t dead, I do not think I will get rid of this blog, or stop rping. I guess to sum up my long time absence and lack of any actual content other then the occasional shit post. Info below since it is kinda, very personal stuff. Tl’dr, I may not come back today, but maybe some day.
Its a bit weird to be honest, since (Surprisingly, at least for me) 2016 has not been a shit year. In fact, its actually been pretty good to me personally. Around the same time I made a post like this, I had made a commitment to myself to be a better person, and to become one as well, and for once it feels like I have not actually broken a promise like that.
I moved cross country with family, leaving a really bad spot I was back up north (Moved all the way from Connecticut, to the very edge of Texas in El paso. roughly 1800+ miles) with family who was much more stable and able to actually help me get something that could be described as a foothold (Its nice to open the fridge to find food, and to have hot water). I started seeing a physical trainer and so far after six or so months of it, I have lost nearly 60 pounds! For the first time in years, and I mean many I am under 200 pounds. I feel healthy, I feel happy, and I feel content. Hell, I am even starting school on the 22nd, for technical welding and for once I feel secure! I feel confident which is something that I have no seen in a long time.
I guess what I am trying to say is 2016 has been a very busy year for me so far, re-establishing myself as a human being basically and it has been.. a mixture of a pleasant journey, and a personal shit storm. But I can say without a shadow of a doubt, I am in a much, much better place then I was last year. I hope anyone else who finds themselves in a spot like mine can also find this peace, that same feeling of security I feel welling in my chest. It may take time, and at times it may even seem impossible.
But seeing is believing. Same with doing.
But plans for the blog are not getting rid of it in any way shape or form, but I feel a line needs to be drawn in the sand between being a personal and a RP blog. Start fresh with a new crestfallen blog, to clear the cobwebs as it were, and then make a personal blog to shit post loudly in the background. You know. The normal thing.
Why are you so sad, sir? Can we do anything to help you?
"Many reasons. The impending doom, the constant stream of the living dead... and I think my shoe buckles are too tight." he says with a low laugh. "No.. but thank you for asking.."
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