Misguided and Misplaced

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

She’s childish. Never takes responsibility for her own actions… At Ryder’s party I was tired and I wanted to go to bed, she couldn’t understand that me being pregnant means I need extra sleep. She started crying and then the next morning didn’t take any responsibility for her actions and basically said well I was the one crying, you must have done something mean. I only wanted sleep!

It’s okay to admit that you’re not fine… I-I wouldn’t tell anyone.

[thebadassblonde]

I think that's the definition of being childish. What the actual fuck?

I only know that we're behind on rent..

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick.

[simply-ryder]

Umm not a lot. Rachel kept getting slushied by the jocks, and then they egged her so me and Puck beat up the guys that did it and that seems to have stopped them.

[thebadassblonde]

Fuck, I wish I was there to help you guys. I'm happy it stopped though.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

Yeah, you have.

I’m sorry Quinn… You don’t deserve to have such a shitty dad.

[thebadassblonde]

What happened?

It's fine. I'll be fine.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

Yeah and that along with a few other reasons is why Santana and I aren’t friends anymore.

You’ve wanted me to be okay Quinnie. Thank you. Are you okay about your dad being an ass again? Your problems matter as well and I worry about you too.

[thebadassblonde]

Oh, I seriously missed something.. Always, Rach. I want nothing more than for you to be happy.

My dad.. he, um, you know.. I haven't received any money from him last month. I'll be okay, though..

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

Well even though I didn’t exactly have control on when everyone found out… I’m trying not to.

Are you sure? Having you to talk to really helps… how are you? How is everything with your parents?

[thebadassblonde]

Yeah, that's true. You didn't have any control as to when it came out. 

Of course I'm sure. Otherwise I wouldn't have suggested it. I want you to be happy. That's all I care about and if I can help you be happy, then I do that with pleasure. You know, same old, same old. As you know, I've been sick for a while. Nothing too serious, but it was nice to be able to sleep in and stuff. My mom is alright. She has that new job. It doesn't pay very good, but at least it's something after she quit working at the bar. I haven't heard much from my dad lately, though.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick.

[simply-ryder]

Well that’s one good thing at least, so much better than being at school.

[thebadassblonde]

True. About that. Did I miss anything?

[thebadassblonde]

You and Ryder are more there for Rachel than Puck is...

I’m sure he’s there for her as much as he can. She's fucking moved in with him. You don’t know what happens when they’re offline. So don’t fucking cause shit about something you don’t know shit about.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

I’ve been googling stats online and apparently we should have waited until after my first trimester before telling people… E-Even though I’m freaking out, I can’t lose Blip.

I don’t want to get your mom in trouble… maybe you and I could go to the shelter and buy some sweatpants or dresses? Try and make me look pretty.

[thebadassblonde]

That's fucking bullshit. Yes, some people decide not to tell people until they're in their second trimester, just to be sure, but that doesn't mean you have to. You won't lose the baby, Rach. Don't worry.

You won't, besides, all employees get discount. Yeah, we can go to the shelter and pick up some stuff. I think I also have some dresses I never wore in my closet, they're too big and too girly. My dad bought them for me, obviously not knowing what my size is. You can have those as well.

[kyrumption]

[thebadassblonde]

we’re all pretty bizarre. some of us are just better at hiding it, that’s all.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

My doctor says I can’t exercise until after 12 weeks and then from 30 weeks and on I have to be careful. That’s when we’ll be at camp and I just… the doctor says my energy will return around the 15 week mark but I’m just so tired Quinn and yesterday was the first day in weeks that I didn’t vomit. Plus my jeans are already crapping out on me… I’m only 11 weeks and I have a bump and it’s not from food because I can barely stomach fruit.

[thebadassblonde]

Okay, your doctor just wants you to pass your first trimester without any complications and he does that by playing it safe. I understand, but Rach, you need to come with us to the camp. It can be very educational and we can always be boring together!

Want new jeans? I can ask my mom if she can give you a generous discount at her new job at the mall, and we can always go to the shelter to get some looser fitting pants. And you know what? Morning sickness will be over soon and you'll be able to stomach anything. Unless it smells bad..

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick. [private]

[afallendiva]

I know.

Kind of does. You don’t know how draining pregnancy is. I’m tired all the time and any free hours after school need to be spent working and saving. Camp? Will be boring as hell watching everyone having fun… just, no.

[thebadassblonde]

Just because you're pregnant doesn't mean you're limited. There are enough pregnant women that can have fun. I understand you need your free hours to work to save for the baby and your future.. But you can't not go to camp! You practically begged me to go. You know, you can still swim, and excising is good for the baby. 

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick.

[afallendiva]

That sucks… I’d offer to come over and bring you soup or something but I can’t get sick.

[thebadassblonde]

Nah, that's fine. I can take care of myself.

Oh, and congratulations. Just so you know, just because you're pregnant doesn't mean you can't still join us at the camp or do the musical thing.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick.

[afallendiva]

What do you have?

[thebadassblonde]

Throat explosion as I like to call it. I basically have no voice.

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick.

[simply-ryder]

That really does suck. It’s a good excuse to spend the whole day sleeping though?

[thebadassblonde]

Very good excuse. I've never slept as much as I did last week in my entire life. It's so good.

[sebastian-uninterrupted-deactiv]

[Sequinn // Private]

[sebastian-uninterrupted-deactiv]

That’s good. I’m glad you’re working hard. If you ever need help you know where to go, Ms. Fabray. 

My mom left last night. House is lonely. If you want, you can come over. 

[thebadassblonde]

 Of course. Thanks for the offer. I'll think about it.

She left again? Cool. Are you okay with a silent Quinn, though?

[thebadassblonde]

I fucking hate being sick.

[sam-on-the-precipice-blog]

How sick are you? Hospital sick or stay at home sick?

[thebadassblonde]

I haven't been to the hospital, if that's your question.

[sebastian-uninterrupted-deactiv]

[Sequinn // Private]

[sebastian-uninterrupted-deactiv]

Good. Might as well start the hard work early, right? I’m in a few AP’s too. 

[thebadassblonde]

If I slack, I'll never get out of this town. So the decision to work hard has never been hard.