Last night, I said a heart felt prayer to the Holy Trinity Family we have here at home. Tears rushing down my cheeks. . my heart is begging the divinity to grant me something I cannot control.
This must be bumps on the road, but we need to keep faith and patience. We need to believe that this is God’s plan and He is asking us to be have faith and be patient.
I have been through a lot. I cannot compare it with the struggles of others since I know other people had it worst. I experienced and felt lots of things in life and how I wished everything could just be smooth sailing. But you know, God was always with me, he never left me alone. Bad things happen for awhile, but God made it a point that this is a lesson/a struggle/a challenge to make things worth it. He always guide me on my path, and gives me light whenever I am lost. Thank You!
He gave me an incomplete family, but a strong one.
He gave me struggles at school, but I was able to help my mom and I was shaped to be a better person.
He let the robbers get things from me, I resigned from work, only to redirect me to the same path again.
He always gave me signs, challenges, hardships BUT he never left me alone. At the end of the day, I realized that those things are necessary to give me what I ultimately wish for.
I believe in You, Lord. Right now, I wanted to be with James wherever I go. He is a very pure/ good-hearted person and it just breaks me when he feels sad. He is the man I choose to be with every day of my life and I pray that you permit this, oh Lord. Amen!