The last few weeks for Christine had, frankly, been shit.
In between the disasters that regularly befell the Enterprise (and it really was only their ship. She had friends on other ships, they never ran into ethical problems with alien civilizations or aliens trying to take over the ship every other day, Christine just had awful luck picking ships to serve on), Christine had personally suffered a few crisis. Confessing not just an already embarrassing crush, but love, to the Vulcan first officer who didn’t brush elbows without going into a panic, and finding out her fiancé (and yes, she was suffering from all sorts of guilt, thanks for asking) was alive, and then a robot, and then dead.
“So, no, I am not having a good day. But thank you for asking,” she said with a wry grin. McCoy was accompanying her to lunch, and he was always ready to be sardonic, sarcastic, and generally empathize with sucky situations in a way that felt real.
Bones chuckled dryly and looked to Kirk, who patted Christine lightly on the shoulder comfortingly. He knew what it meant to experience loss, certainly, but not in this kind of rapid succession. (McCoy was the only other one who knew what went down between her and Spock, but Bones had informed his friend that Chapel had had a rough couple weeks even besides the Roger thing.)
“See, Jim. It’s not just me who complains,” Bones offered his friend graciously.
It was just Spock’s luck—not that he put any stock in such human superstition—that Christine Chapel herself, along with Dr. McCoy and the captain, were the next people to enter the rec room. On any other day, he would have gone to meet his friends regardless of the head nurse’s presence. Now, however, he sat watching the three of them from over the top of the reassembled chess pieces.
Fortunately, he hadn’t seen Jim’s interaction with Christine, only the little smile he now gave McCoy. “It seems to me that Miss Chapel only complains when she has good reason to, Bones,” he teased. “And sometimes not even then. Meanwhile you could open an entire department.”
Then he spotted Spock and lifted a hand in greeting. “Early as always…which of course makes me look late,” he said with a soft laugh. He didn’t know about the virus-induced encounter between his first officer and head nurse, unlike McCoy, and was unaware of the rumors swirling about his supposed romance with the latter, unlike Spock. So Kirk, gregarious by nature and the only wholly ignorant one among them, did not hesitate before turning to his companions and saying: “If you’re both all right watching me beat Spock at chess, why don’t you join us? You don’t mind, do you, Spock?”
Kirk took a seat across from the Vulcan in question, which left one empty chair on either side of the table. McCoy too the one next to Spock, wanting to rescue Christine from the awkwardness of sitting so close to her crush. He noticed with mild curiosity that Spock’s face was still an unreadable mask. He usually let his guard down around Kirk and McCoy…it must be because Christine was there, too. Did Vulcans experience embarrassment?
“Not at all, captain,” Spock replied, though his grip on the now-lukewarm tea was strong enough to warp the cup. His intent brown gaze darted from Jim to Christine Chapel and back again. If only this had been a complex mathematics equation—he could make more sense of that than of human body language and the warm, easy smile Jim flashed at Christine.












