Rena

Head in the clouds

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Are you listening?

[arkestar]

night of knives

[theguywithcloudenvy]

It's crumbling. Maybe it can last for one more year.

[theguywithcloudenvy]

The world is pushing and pulling me, killing me inside. Joy doesn't make sense now, only love, hate and love...

[theguywithcloudenvy]

The world is pushing and pulling me, killing me inside. Joy doesn't make sense now, only love, hate and love...

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Feeling unable to stop

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Only I can help myself through this hell and I don't trust myself either.

[theguywithcloudenvy]

I can't hear nor understand.

[twotheleft]

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Just let me be, leave me alone. Leave me alone with my new life that it took a huge luck and love to gain it in the first place. Why don't you keep ignoring me like you always did when I was a child? Please go on. Aren't you the best at unseeing things? Two hearts coming together will never heal my broken heart.

[theguywithcloudenvy]

It has to be somewhere outside of the world. I still search for it, even if it is nonsense.

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Please come back, I don't want to acknowledge that you have just disappeared. The more I think about it, the more it hurts. I always contemplate about cold things and sad truths. It's a heartache for me that you don't even have a grave, you lie coldly in the middle of nowhere with no one to drop by, never.

[autodiscipline]

Texhnolyze by Yoshitoshi ABe

[theguywithcloudenvy]

One day we all will face the sad truth.

[theguywithcloudenvy]

visited many cities, seen so many people, but I have never seen one as monstrous as my own family.

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Still a teenager

[theguywithcloudenvy]

Mortis