Are You Beginning To Get My Point?

My name is Sirhcx. I am 28 years old and looking for a place to be my self. I think I have found it. If you need someone to talk to, I am always here for you! Don't be shy, no judgments here

[therealsirhcx]

Chapter 1, Part 1.2

You know, as much as I want people to find this blog helpful, I am thinking back on why I stopped blogging, and it is because I had certain family members that found my blog and would comment and do there best to make sure that I did not stay in the shadows...

I feel like there overall goal was to make sure that everything I posted had to be broadcasted in the brightest light and while I understand that anything I put online is online forever, it is more annoying that I can't be left alone by the people I want to be left alone by.

Things to be more frustrating as the internet has been easier to maneuver through. I am pretty sure that I have done a good job of hiding my Tumblr as best I can to make sure it stay inside the walls of Tumblr..but I don't know how safe that can get. Before things get to crazy and personal, I am definitely going to be making sure that the only eyes on this blog are the ones that need to have found it in the first place

-Sirhcx

[therealsirhcx]

Chapter 1 Part 1.1

So, looks like I figured out how to delete older posts but I have way to many to just sit and delete everything. I could always make another account, but then some of my older followers that may still be lurking in the shadows won't be able to find me and that is the last thing I want to do to them. However, it would be nice because that means some darker demons might be able to find me as well.

I am sitting here going through some of my older follows and I can't believe that some of the accounts are still here. It is reminding me of how much I loved my Tumblr Community and I am so happy to be back, even if it is to just get my thoughts out there in the world. I won't call them out, but some of my older follows have helped me through all kinds of things, and I am really hoping the community is still the same. There is only one way to find out right?

Anyway, I am sitting in bed today because I failed a pretty big deal test yesterday. It was a test for my new career. I quit my last job over it because I was super confident that I was going to be able to pass and start my new job today. However, that did not happen. So now, I do not have a job and I am lucky enough to have money saved up...but eventually that is going to end up draining like the water in the bathtub.

I keep trying to tell my self that it does not matter that I failed because I would not have been able to complete the test anyway. You see, the test had two parts, and the first part is inside in a nice air conditioned room. The second part is outside...and the heat does not bother me, however, the tools I was having to use to demonstrate my ability can only be operated in certain temperatures...and it was way to hot to be able to accomplish what I needed to do. I am slightly disappointed, but I know I will be able to do much better next time...until then, I have some time to relax...

Well, I am going to try and update this more and more. I don't know how many posts a day I am going to be able to do, but I am going to be monitoring my inbox as much as I can. If anyone has anything they want to talk about. My inbox is always open. I am more then happy to talk about anything<3 It's a safe place!

-Sirchx

[therealsirhcx]

Chapter 1, Part 1. I'm Better Late Than Never...I have Returned

It has been a while. Almost 2 years since I have posted anything and I am excited to see where this goes. I want to do my best to keep my identity a complete secret although I don't know how to exactly do that yet as I can't figure out a way to delete my older posts...I am hoping, just like this Tumblr Page, they all get lost in time.

As I was saying, it has been a while and since I have posted last, I have made my journey into the city of San Francisco from the tiny town I used to live in the South. It has been an exciting journey over the last few years...I have since gotten out of my very abusive relationship and am now in something much healthier and plentiful. I honestly have just about everything I need. Although, I will say that something in missing. Like a puzzle piece.

This is going to be exciting that I can post on here and not have to worry about the judgment of the world. I honestly think this will be secret enough for me, but I really have no idea. This first post is a test post to see what comes of it.

-Sirhcx

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