Oddly Obsessed

where the cool kids come /// ocd, depression, general anxiety, chronic migraines, dermatillomania/// idk my gender anymore ight, they them /// hispanic /// a good spot for us

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Dnt jbnow wh e re i am antnmroe

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I wasteid a whole thigg of thread n im cfhibg at

I wanst a hug

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Vqr. Ab bad barb bar abd bad bad bad ad bad bad

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Constant throeing up i mangeded to break a cup n nicj my finger n my stomcach burns snd i neewd sleep

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dad: i want to knwo everything thag happened at ur appt immediately as sdoon as i get hom

Also dad, yelling : do nit tell me this sbit right now? Why eould you thumk thats a good idea

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Dear god, no mlre thriw up pleade. It burns

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No kore throwinf up no more

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Can i stop throwinf up?!!!!! Pls!! Stop!!!

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Cab i get a foddman break w my heslth please ivw alreayd been to the er omce tbis week

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Rolljng panivc arttafks all kight goodnijkt

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Nwd bad bad bad bad bad bad badbnad bsd bad bad bed nad nad bad in nad bad bad bad bad bad

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I ruitn everything

I dont want o be alive

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It feela like mu mon is jst so gired of me n my dad doenst whst to belive i have a nerologicql provlem and is hell bent tjat ita a nerve and they eill male ne jump theough every hoop befor anything is believeBle and i am so tiewd of no onw in this house belivejg me

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“U havr tjos”

“Lol sklie u dnt”

I m nor ok

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Tryibg to do smrothibg good m gettng yelkied at for it

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want stor stoo vimiting

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Un the v few moments when i am lucid i dread my own existance bc i am farm too much for ppls lives and they would probably b a whole lot easier w out me in it and im am so tempted to just full stop