Dream

Dreaming that this New Year will be better than the last since I know more now.

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i'm sorry

i tried 

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there have been so many signs today i just can't even omg

but it'll never happen 

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Jas: *out of no where-to me* Are you going to homecoming with Derek?

Me: DeREk?!?!?

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240

my no life starts now 

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239

well i switched the bed frames and stuff.

"you don't know how lucky you are that i can still live a midst all the destruction and havoc in this world"

ugh  the feels

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233-238

i got on with my life

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232

i went to church and then at this party where we (or rather the older people) had a city-ish reunion and i learned that i am related to my cousins (alyssa and michael) in more than one way so the moral of today was not to marry somebody from our parent's hometown because you'll probably turn out marrying somebody you're already related to IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERCY <3

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220-231

stuff happend but the main thing was that my parents kept turning off my wifi which was not cool man

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202-219

202-218) i was too lazy and ... yea

219) i read Oliver Twist with Megan and we like spent 5 hours just reading the first 5 chapters, then summarized and talked about it. Honestly i really liked how we did it because some paragraphs were really confusing. BUT HEY that's 5 hours that i WON'T have to spend during school. Oh and also helped her with her tumblr. SHE GOT A TUMBLR!! 

oh and i truly verified something today and i'm just really hoping and praying for the best...

so yea

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I am freakig annoyed at the moment because first of all ITS FREAKING SUMMER BUT MY PARENTS THEN DECIDE THAT ITS THEBFREAKING TIME TO TAKE THE LAPTOP AWAY FROM ME just freaking because apparently my eyebags look big. WHAT TE FREAK DOES THAT FREAKING SHOW MY GOODNESS. You know what you should be thankful that i actually get up before ten. AND THEY FREAKINF GET THE THING AT EIGHT OH MY GOSH FJAHAHDJDHD. Gee now i'll just stay up durng school days happy?

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201

so two post for this day since last night i kinda made one and so yea. just letting you guys know that i'm heading for oregon tomorrow and i was promised that one of the other group friend was going to be there even though he said he had work but then the adults said he would be there and now he's confirming that he won't so i'm kinda... alone... if my cousin doesn't go wHICH he will be mad at me probably for since he was aLSO promised that our other friend would be there so um yea. i still have to kinda pack-ish my closet and clean before leaving tomorrow.

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195-201

eating eating

gaining gaining

sleeping sleeping

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194

PARTY IN THE USA

LOL jk well actually it was. The Badbaden's came early with their cousin/releation SUPER glad to finally see them in person. We watched the Notebook and Dear John. Then we ate and omg I'M GAINING WEIGHT PEOPLE. So like Kuya Jaybee and I and Jana already finished eating, but then our uncle and aunt came and brought panda express food so we kind of HAD to eat some of that too even though we were already stuffed full. so yea then we finished Dear John then went to the park where we took very many pictures (modeling diff things like Seattle Rain and Chocolate). Then we went back home and i posted pictures on facebook and yea. 

Now we're in my room about to sleep, well Kuya's sleeping, but i'm still typing this up so yea i should probably stop since he probably thinks this is annoying so yea. NIGHT (:

I'm actually going to miss him when he's gone (shhh)

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193

grocery shopping most of the day and then dinner at my uncle's house. 

Okay so tomorrow (Or should i say today??) we all have to get ready AGAIN because we're having another get together AGAIN at our house [not complaining trust me it's just that they make it sound like we have to get the whole house spiffy clean again and soryYyyY but that's just not going to happen, and plus we've actually managed to keep the house organized and clean tbh] since we're having our family (close, which is another reason whY DO WE HAVE TO KEEP IT SO CLEAN it's not like the president is coming, it's just family), but then another group (badbaden's [more cousins YAY (like honestly YAYYYYY i've been waiting for them to come) are coming tomorrow and i think they're arriving in the morning to make use of the day and our time together). oh and Kuya Jaybee's back again tomorrow (later in the day) since he's sleeping at Seattle U. Tonight as part of a mandatory thing to get all the coming freshmen to get used to sleeping in the dorms. I think Jana (badbaden family, she's the one i usually talk to) is sleeping over too tomorrow with the rest of her family [watch me jinx it- knocking on wood] and so is my grandma for sure. OKAY i still have to watch teen wolf, or at least finish the episode i'm on. I just recently took a shower so i mean i kind of HAVE to let my hair dry first riiighhhhtt?!?!? LOL

[(oh and sorry for all the parentheses and brackets it's just really fun to use them, try it some time (: )]

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192

my cousin just arrived here this morning. We took a walk around the neighborhood, dropped off Tina's things, watched part of Mama, and then crashed and took a nap in my room. He's on the ground while i'm on my bed. LOL but yea (:

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191

went to Coulon

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187-190

had friends over on 190. we ate food, got wet in the sprinklers and watched Mama. 

the other days i did things like be social LOL