be soft

name: mal age: 22 best friend: my black and tan coon hound I love my soon to be husband as well as drugs, I love him more because he loves drugs with me 420. 😄

[kushandwizdom]

Building a family is fun.

[babyphotography1]

[thisyearwillhaveanswers-blog]

Did some much needed tanning today 😘🌻

[kushandwizdom]

I’m at the stage in life where I’m just appreciative of everything thus far. I’m beginning to see the fruits of my labor, and I’m still manifesting for more. Patience and self-love has taught me so much over the last 5 months and has introduced me to some beautiful people along the way too. Well-being has become a daily routine and changes are slowly being recognized. Your body regenerates itself every 7 years.. In this cycle I’m going to become the woman that I used to daydream about when I was a little girl. I owe that to myself.

Everything is in great condition:

My Mind because I meditate every morning for 40 minutes. I’ve gained closure on all things that were left unresolved. My thoughts are positive and my inner voice is still my cheerleader. I’m trying to learn how to vibrate higher and stay away from people who dim my light, reduce my energy or have me acting out of character. I read everyday. I’ve stayed clear from those who constantly complain, gossip and have drama. My circle is just calm, pure and light. I make sure, that whoever I interact with, has a positive impact on my energy, otherwise I’m out.

My body because I train daily with my PT and I’m cautious of what I eat. This plant based lifestyle is fun because I’m able to cook everyday. I only drink water and I can infuse it with fruits if I’m craving a flavor. My friends and I have a 10k step target everyday. My hair, my skin, my teeth, everything is just glowing and rewarding me. A bitch is in the sauna every morning. 

My soul because I’m no longer harboring any pain from the past. I’m writing and creating. I’ve been blessed with a collective of great people for years and I’m content with that. My surroundings are peaceful and my environment is calm; overall tranquility is still something I’m aiming for. Over the last 4 months, I’ve been focusing more on the things that nourish my soul instead of material bullshit. It’s quite liberating. Plus, I save money and fly out instead of consuming. The same £200 I would spend over the weekend - is a short stay and flight to a city I’ve never been to before.

It’s taken a while to get here. 5 months ago I was living like zombie. It dawned on me, that I’m approaching a new cycle. The next 7 years are really going to shape the rest of my life. I immediately changed and released everything that was jeopardizing my growth. I had to create a daily schedule, change my eating habits and release some people too. I had to spend more time alone, read and self educate and learn how to meditate properly. I had to do all of these things, because I felt like I was losing myself.

I’m slowly getting back to me.

[goodquoteco]

[kushandwizdom]

Stay hungry knowing there’s some 17 year old in their bedroom ready to chew through a brick wall to trade places with you

(via kushandwizdom)

[eluxirs]

I’m tryna eat fruit and walk around a lover’s house topless cos the summer heat be ridiculous. i’m tryna be laughing and giggling at inside jokes with my lover. tryna be laying in they lap as we watch movies, stealing a kiss here and there. i’m tryna be in love, vulnerable, and content.

[mitten]

[timburtoninwonderland]

[in-the-shadow-of-happines]

Do you have a boyfriend?

no, I don’t believe in love, I’m more of a one time thing type of girl

[zlezzy]

[nakedly]

These kittens wouldn’t leave each other alone at all 😍 Taken from my instagram @annikabansal

[nakedly]

my favorite part about flying ☺️ insta @annikabansal

[shemoveslikethunder-deactivated]

I said “I’m not something to butter up And taste when you get bored ‘Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door”

100 Letters // Halsey (via dxxmedfrxmthestart)

[wordsnquotes]

Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen.

Sylvia Plath (via wordsnquotes)

[swishandfic]

[young-dumb-and-broken16]

Sometimes we just hold in our feelings until we just explode and that’s when it hurts the most

unknown (via fivesecondsofbridget10)