Letters || Lorelei x Beau
gemstone-1x1:
Dearest Beau,
I could not wait for the sun to rise. Instead, I have decided to write to You by candlelight.
I woke to our baby kicking, and I reached for Your hand to show You how strong she kicks. Of course, You were not there, as You have been away to fight a war that is not ours.
I do not wish to burden You but only share my honest feelings with You. I cannot bear to send You good tidings only for the sake of boosting your morale. This very well may be a selfish decision, but after sending You lies, I could not hide my pains to You upon Your return. Too much time would be spent mending our love, when we have already lost enough time.
My honest feelings are this. I am restless and lonely. I pray for your safe return, although I have never known God in my entire life. I pray that He protects You and our baby, although he has never shown me love or mercy. I imagine Your gentle kisses upon my forehead, and I cannot help but lament that I may never feel them again.
Meine Liebe bitte kommen Sie wieder zu mir zurück. Ich warte auf Sie.
Lorelei
@gemstone-1x1
My Love,
My heart is troubled to know we are both in misery. I do not wish to lie either and platitudes are dishonest. I only share my truths with you now. I think of you near constantly. I think of home. I miss you both dearly, but it is your loving memory that keeps me upright.
If I cannot find comfort without you close, I find strength knowing you think of my health and I your safety.
This war is wretched. The cause seems more pointless as time passes and fewer men are there to my call. I have forgone counting the days and simply pray for the sun to rise with each morning. I have been urging a parley with our allies, yet the Boar king still resists. Both him and his country men insist the tides will change. I may only hope and persist. I hope you have fond memories of him, for a different man stands at the front line. It troubles me to witness such change.
I long for the day I may return to you both, our daughter and my life. I think often of you waiting by the river, our daughter keeping you company as the sun shines off the sparkling water. If such a peace could exist I know what I may be striving towards during this hard times.
Amo te. Ego revertar ad vos, et pacem.
-Beau










