admittedly, he didn’t quite care for a new haircut ( his hair is fine the way it is, as it has never bothered him ) yet gives a slight shrug, not exactly meeting the stylist’s eyes. he can tell he’s welcome here, but his anxiety says otherwise – he’s tense, apprehensive, scanning the room with his wide range of vision. something peculiar catches his eye – a mirror against one wall, the reflection splintered into a spiderweb of cracks.
he’s careful not to look too long to glimpse his own reflection; he doesn’t want to see what he looked like when he died, much less the supposed ragged mess of his hair. instead, his gaze fixates on the salon employee once more, rounded pupils seeming to thin just slightly.
“that’s nice of him to do,” it’s an idle comment, a hand subconsciously reaching up to brush back bangs, uneven strands hanging into his eyes. perhaps it wouldn’t hurt to get a bit of it cut, right? “i don’t really have a style preference…” it’s ragged and choppy, uneven all around; he had simply gotten used to it, though the length was getting a little too long for comfort. a small smile if offered, a little stiff at the corners – something about all of this weighs heavily over him, a foreboding sense of unease. “is that alright?”
“ no preference--? “ he had been hoping for some idea, but in the end he supposes it doesn’t really matter if he had one or not. anything better than a mess of hair ( or bangs that cover half your face, leaving your eyes a mystery as his was before ) will help the customer find a job that much faster, let him adjust to normal life. a customer’s a customer, after all, && he’s got bills to pay. ( there’s something fulfilling about helping others, as well ; a better, more meaningful HELP than killing criminals. )
“ that’s fine, we can cut bit by bit until you like it, or think of something you’d like. “ a waving motion of his hand, directing him towards the chair && wash basin. “ we’ll have to wash it first, but it won’t take long. “ he feels the need to be gentle with him, more careful. not from fear of the monster ( he assumes, seeing as only monsters are to fall to hell ) lashing out suddenly should he mess up, but the general way he acts - a scared cat, ed would compare him to. attentive, tense, scanning every detail, remembering paths && escape routes.
it’s understandable. he just died, after all, && unlike ed, the shock hasn’t worn off just yet. for him, it was over quite quickly, gone within a flash. he knew he’d die one day, he was just .. waiting for it, living his ‘normal’ life until that day, his only proof of living being the heads he cut off.