Happy New Year 2025!!
We'll I made it thru the year of 2024. It was an interesting year, and I did accomplish 2 things from the last new year post rant. A promotion at work in February....and actually vacation over the summer, back to one of Happiest Places in the world...yes with all its magic. I need more actual vacations like this. Flying above the clouds. At peace......but sadly, vacation does have to end, and life goes back to normal. So....with that being said....I'm still depressed and stressed. The usual....my promotion at work was not what I hope it would be. And now, completely leaving is the only option for me. Coming up on 5 years with the same company, and I've never felt as stressed out like this. Unrealistic metrics are putting me at risk of being let go, which would be a first in my lifetime. I'm just like fuck it. Because I put my all in, only to restart the process each month. I'm not a competitive person when it comes to certain aspects of work. This field of work just isn't for me. So, with that being said... the job hunt is on. So fingers crossed for something better that's fits.
I guess that is my goal for me besides moving in my own spot, which I really hope at least by the summer. Because the next chapter of my life is approaching quickly.....chapter 4.....then if love comes my way....then that will be a plus, but it's on the back burner. I need to be happy with me before I allow someone in that space. 2024, u brought a couple of new little ones in my extended family, but u also brought some health issues. Didn't expect to be back in hospital er again, but hey, life's curve balls. Then the drama..... the drama with family. The drama everywhere.
Enough rants...2025 is here. I want to be around less drama for my mental health. I want to travel more, live more, and continue working on my hobbies and interests. So next year at this time, I can reflect on this and say OK ur on track... you still got this. You're still here. 2025, let's be good to each other. That's all..
