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love being invited to thing you know? like reaaaaally makes me feel great :)

do u know what’s fun? pushing away the only person keeping you together. perfecto!

feel like i have no friends and it hurts

you said i need help. you said that it’s better to talk about it. you said i can’t do it alone.

you’re right. but i’m too deep to get out and i’m scared.

i’m struggling and it’s not fun.

i don’t wanna feel like this anymore.

i can’t handle feeling like this anymore.

i’m not me anymore.

i’ve pushed all my friends away, i’m sorry

i overthink so much. like to the point where i don’t know what i’ve made up and what it actually real. i talk myself into so many dark places and i think that all my friends hate me in one way or another. i’m scared and alone and it’s great!

i honestly don’t think i’d be coping at all if it wasn’t for marcus. he honestly is the only thing holding me up at the moment and it’s kinda scary.

i don’t want to leave the house. i don’t like it. socialising scares me now and i don’t know what to say or do. everyone thinks i’m bailing and i never put effort in and i can’t change it.

i hate being petty. but there’s just so much that’s happened recently that has just pissed me off which probably shouldn’t. i’m just done you know?

just a massive fuck up, wby? 😙✌🏼

#personal

8:11am

i’m just fat and disgusting and worthless. but that’s okay bc that’s all i’ve ever been.

#personal

do you know when you just don’t feel anything. just numb. like everything hurts so much yet you can’t even feel the pain.

i don’t wanna keep doing this.

#personal

‘i’ve seen you one day since thursday’ do you ever think there’s a reason for that??

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everyone can fuck off. i’m done.

#personal

your house is meant to be the one place that you’re happy and feel safe and at the moment, it’s far from it.

#personal

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