NSFW Side

you'll get to know me really well here

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i wanna fuck and frankly it’s becoming unbearable

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god damn i miss pussy the fuck

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i wanna fuck!!

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i think so much about the life i want to live and the person i want to be and i’m not him

but the person i want to be is also simply just me but better. the me who gets laid when he wants with who he wants, the me that is able to speak and articulate clearly, the me that can achieve anything

i can become him, but my god are there some walls in the way that need to be fucking smashed

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when you jerk off bc youre way too horny

but then when you finish you’re even hornier than before

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hey it sucks being basically in love with your lesbian best friend lmao..

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fuxk I'm crazy horny :(

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I think I wanna try casual sex soon

like I need to see how it goes

I know I'm not bad but it's been awhile and every day that passes the harder it is for me to justify trying bc I'm just gonna be not my best

and that's the exact reason I need to go out and get fucked

to prove 2 points; I can still do it and there are girls out there who wanna fuck me.

this is important science

[sophisticatedbo]

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so this not masturbating thing is definitely helping pick up my sex drive

for the first time in a long time I actively wanna get laid

and I'm pretty sure I could easily if I just went out and tried lol

the only hurdle is dropping my fear at the door

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I'm getting so so close to reopening my tinder or going to bars or something

ya boy is ready

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havent had this in awhile

but god damn

I wanna fuck and make some memories

[tsapo]

[oramixbottomlessoramix]

Checking her state of bottomlessness

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the negatives to this is that I am always horny now lol

I met a girl and we are getting really close bc shes cool asf and hella dope but shes also super gay and this new wave of horniness is making my thoughts muddy. and it's really unfair to her and I'm repressing so much to not pressure her or make things awkward

shes social so maybe she can set me up with some of her friends.

my dudes I wanna try to normalize sex in my life bc it's such a fucking pain getting so uncomfortable whenever anyone brings it up lol

anyway my nsfw rant is over now lol

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I'm doing this new thing where I dont j/o unless its unbearable or every sunday which ever comes first

and it sucks but I'm starting to get used to having more realistic hormone levels? like I'm getting to the point where I want to hook up instead of wanting to want to hook up.

2020 is gonna be a crazy year if I keep going the direction I'm going. mentally stable, physically healthy and fit, emotionally ready and I'm always gonna be dtf

looking forward to the me I've always wanted to be. it only took 10 years to get there :(

[bluntthoughts333]

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bruh I would kill for a blowjob like wtffff